Yesterday you were mine, but not today

“I still love you” that’s what mr x told ms y.
“Its enough” ms y answer to him.

Quarrelling among the couples is common. It’s happening everywhere.
Not only happen in teenagers like me, but it happen to those who have engage or married.
Actually this is not my point. Keep in tract on others relationship, to be honest I do feel sad on behalf of my friend who has been frustrated or fail in their relationship.
Take it or leave it. (Sorry if anyone feel hurts)
I just say what I need to say and express it in my ways. (don't get me wrong::..hehe.. :P)
In relationship issues you have to be honest and don’t ever ever ever ever ever cheat your self.

Allah menciptakan manusia itu sebaik2 kejadian dan kita kenalah menggunakan akal sebaik-baiknya.

Yesterday he/she was your lover but not today. She/he might have new life with new people. Stop begging and ask for apologize. Stop yelling and say “I want to meet you”
Stop telling that you are going to commit suicide, stop threatening
And stop telling “kenangan terindah”
But,
How about those who don’t have the opportunity/strength
To tell the lover that; “we should end-up ere”
Do they have choice? Do they need to proceed with it?
If they stop here, how’s the complication? Will the other partner accept it?
Or else they are doing things that out of mind.
Anyone can help?
Cinta dan kasih kerana agama dan atas landasan agama pasti boleh menerima dgn hati yang terbuka, tapi bagaimana mereka yang tidak pernah kenal tuhan yang mencipta lagi maha mengetahui.

Ianya bukan semudah membaca dan menulis ABC.
Don’t take things for granted. Make friends because who they are and not because what they have.
Sometimes, we thought that life are too simple and we still have time to play around and never bother bout others feeling, especially the one who love us.
Making new friends and new relationship it’s not easy for certain people but it might be easy for others. Do we make the right choice?

Telling jokes around seems like selling foods. Try hard to look for new partner.
I guess in that case I don’t mind but I just can’t accept those who talk behind.(..::damn::..)
Can you imagine, yesterday she/he was your lover and everything seems to be great when they are together but today they just break-up and everything burst out.
Looking for new partner and selling stories bout the EX. What kind of people it is?
(i just try to understand but i don't get it!!)

Sorry for those who feel hurt, I didn’t mean it, but to those who did this-backstabs they partner, I mean it.(i am mean it!!)
For those who been backstabs by their partner: never give-up, god will guide you. :::ameen:::

Barangsiapa yang beriman dengan Allah dan hari akhirat, maka hendaklah dia berkata baik atau dia diam. Barangsiapa yang beriman dengan Allah dan hari akhirat, maka hendaklah dia memuliakan jiran tetangganya. Barangsiapa yang beriman dengan Allah dan hari akhirat, maka hendaklah dia memuliakan tetamunya.
Hadis riwayat al-lmam al-Bukhari dan Muslim.

Aku bukanla seorang yang sempurna, dan masih perlu teguran untuk kekal berpijak di bumi yang nyata, itula fungsi mengenal tuhan mencipta, ada keluarga dan teman2 yg setia dan tidak pernah putus memberi kekuatan pada diri.
Jadikan pengajaran lalu sebagai panduan. In the end people will find the truth of you. During that time, no one is going to help you except god. And why not start now, be yourself and never doing things that hurting the one that you love.
Love her/him because of god. None of the religion taught their people to become bad.
If you’re really love him/ her you just want them to be happy in any ways, don't you?
And you guys still can become good friends or just a friend.
You should be happy when knowing that she/he was happy.
Never get mad and feel hurt on it.

Bahawa seorang lelaki berkata kepada Nabi SAW: Berikan daku wasiat. Baginda bersabda: Janganlah engkau marah. Lelaki itu mengulangi soalan itu beberapa kali. Baginda tetap bersabda: Janganlah engkau marah.
Hadis riwayat al-lmam al-Bukhari

But if you really want to hurt them, you’re the cruelest person and don’t deserve to be appreciate and love by others.
Think bout it, why you’re fall in love?

a part of my soul with them-friends-

I do need them. No matter how good I am, I still need them to stand next to me.
I wish I can meet all my old friends.
Kindergarten is the best moment to make new friends and is the best phase to enjoy.
Well, you know… during that time, we don’t really think who is our friend and most of them were good to us.
But when we getting older we know how to choose and decide who is our friend, don’t you?

"A friend is a character of u". that’s what my dad use to say. You can make friend to anyone that you want to, but remember make friend because of ALLAH and sure he will bless you along the way. At first I don’t understand but when getting older I understood his message.
Macam pepatah arab “berkawan dengan pembuat besi, kenala percikan api, berkawan dengan penjual minyak wangi dapatla haruman”.
(lebih kurang macam tu la bunyinya, enda taula kalau silap+maaf)


During primary school, I do enjoy myself.
St. Agnes my beloved school.
I learn to be more mature and make more friends with different gender.
Thanks to my parents cause allow me to have fun and supporting me.

left; sue,mariam,atul,farah,kelly,dilla

wif chemistry teacher,mdm chung fui han

masa high school pula di SMP,Likas. Disitula aku belajar untuk mengenal jati diri.
Memperkukuhkan jati diri muslimah dalam diri. Belajar untuk lebih bersyukur dan menikmati keindahan allah dengan penuh kesyukuran.
Meeting new friends and together we build new relationship.
At there, I learn how to build my own confident and learn to be a leader. Handle few events with my other classmates, learning together, been punished together under the hot sunny day. Well everything is a history and good memories to all of us. I do miss that moment.
To be honest, I love all my friends.
Nikmat kasih sayang sesama saudara yang ALLAH kurniakan hendakla kita turuti dalam mencari keredhaannya.


Tidak sempurna iman seseorang kamu sehinggalah ia mencintai dirinya.
(Riwayat Ahmad, At-Tirmizi dan AI-Hakim)

during SPM revision class

wif my buddies +lecterur;mdm gnanes

And now am glad that I meet new friends here.
Great to be same class with them and they complete my study environment here.
Having jokes and laugh at each other were the happiest thing I have with them.
I do enjoying hang out with them although we seldom watch movie or shop together. But, at least we went out before right?
I’ll miss them one day.(Trust me!!)

I’ll miss to walk to the class and I’ll miss to walk to the class and I’ll miss to tease them and listen to their jokes and story.

:::soo yi+me+grace:::

Let’s put our hands together and pray for our success and may god bless us along the way and lead us to have bright future.
Ameen.

P/s: I post it before...unfortunately I didn’t realize it was deleted by me.So, I re-post it.

KAU CANTIK HARI INI

Haha..
How’s your expression when someone says “kau cantik hari ini, dan aku suka”
You’ll feel weird (lagi2 kalau baru kenal), happy (bila bf ckp..tapi control bila depan),
Wondering, inquiry,ermm.. Are they really meant it or just joking?
Or else just try to tease. Hoohoo…takut kena ckp perasan pula..
Well, to be honest everyone is beauty and there’s a reason god create everything in this world include human being.

“sesungguhnya, kami telah menciptakan manusia dalam bentuk yang sebaik-baiknya”
*4:95

Actually this is a song sang by Lobow an Indonesian band.
my friend, shella introduce me to this song
According to her, she was really into it and she felt that she’s really pretty when listening to the song and she don’t need her bf to say so.
Wow…I just smugly and listen to her.
Haha …to be honest, everyone should have that kind of feeling,
I mean think that they are pretty and have the beauty in it.
It depends on how they bring out the beauty in it and how others opinion it either through their looks, characters or religious.

After listen to it; my words:
“ erm.. Not bad. When u listen it and put yourself in and you’ll feel it.”.

KAU CANTIK HARI INI
Lama sudah tak kulihat
Kau yang dulu ku mau
Kadang ingat kadang tidak
Bagaimana dirimu ?

Reff:
Kau cantik hari inidan aku suka…
Kau lain sekali dan aku suka…
Entah ada angin apa
Kau berdiri di sana
Berhenti aliran darahku
Kau menatap mataku
Kau cantik hari inidan aku suka
Kau lain sekalidan aku suka
Takkan ku biarkan lagi
Menghilang dari kehidupanku

::dedicated to my mom, aunties, grandma, cousin, friends, and
all women out there. "kau cantik hari ini dan selamanya.."

ARE YOU RACIST?

"Are you racist?" I ever ask this question to one of my friend.
And she answer me “am not racist but I feel more comfortable with my own people"
(Same hometown/race)
Oic.. That’s the only words come out from my mouth.
Last 3 days (I guess) I chat with one of my friend at oversea and he told me that he loves Malaysia because we are not racist. Wow.. Is that a confession? Then he says yes, it is.
He told me that most of the European is really sensitive when we talk about racist and afraid of it. Till one time they ever say “is that a racist statement?” omg!! I was really shocked when he told me. I was like stunt for a while and think back, how’s the Malaysian? Are we that worse? According to my friend, even the word “BLACKboard” also had been change into “CHALKboard”. Wow.. There are really afraid of this issue compare to religion issue. Besides, most of them are atheistic (Belief that god not exist)
See, this is the different between us and them. In Malaysia we are totally sensitive when talk bout religion. But we are not as racist as them.
And if u guys have time check this out:http://news.bbc.co.uk/2/hi/uk_news/education/600470.stm
This is what happening now. i guess you will be thankful to be in Malaysia and still can play races jokes.
We are not racist but we segregate our self.

“So, try not to segregate yourself. Just mix around and make friends”.
That’s what my pharmacology lecturer always told us.

Greet by the feces a.k.a stool.

Yuckss…that is our first expression when see a feces.
I felt pity for lini. FECES!!! That’s what she saw when she went to her room.
OMG… she came to my room and tell me bout the feces with a worm called human trichuris trichiura (dat’s wat lini said) . I was really shocked to hear that.
Kind of funny actually, y the cat choose there? It is next to the entrance.(ada tarikan kali)
Unfortunately the cleaner is not here. Damn…
By hook or by crook need to make sure the worm stop crawling.
Scared enter lini’s room.
How want to cover?
If at home, we used to sweep (different broom that we used for inside house) away and clean it with water or we cover it with sand.
But at here, damn… we don’t have different broom, only have the one for sweep the room. Haha..(we need to sacrifice da broom either mine or her)
Cover with sand? Where will we get that? Haha…
Cover with tissue or paper? Omg, we still can smell it.(wow)
At last, we spray with ridsect (for mosquito) and cover with detergent (powder).
It is only for temporary while waiting for the cleaner to clean it.
Yaiiii…lini, just ignore those feces for tonight. It will be clean tomorrow.
tok..tok...
I heard someone knock my door. It must be lini and sure she want to clean it.
Haha.. I know her, she wont satisfied till it clean.
Can u imagine, the moment u enter your room u will see(feces) and smell it.yaiii
Then we clean it…we sweeps away(with my old broom) and wash it with water+detergent… tadaaa…its clean no more feces with the worm.
Then, for sure we throw the broom(yahoo...can get new one)…haha :)

~3 color tea~

What’s that? Heard before? Sounds different right?
Frankly speaking this is my 1st time.
It’s not a rainbow colors or a traffic light colors but it’s a combination of black, white and brown. Wow.. Confuse? Haha..
That’s what happens to me when my friend said” 3 colors tea”
This is how I know this drink and a little bit addicted on it.
Not only me, include my naughty friends shella,fatin, lini and soon will be k.sue..(haha)

The color was not clear.~3 color tea~

During that night I and lini went to café and meet-up with shella, fatin and k.sue.
And the conversations start: jeng..jeng..jeng…

Mas: fatin, apa kau minum tu?
Fatin: 3 colour tea.
Mas: hah? Apasal color dia pelik? Panas ka sejuk?
Shella: memang mcm tu la..habis bah sudah nie.
sedap tau mas. Sejuk bah..(dengan nada kekenyangan)
Lini: air apa?
k.sue: 3 colour tea

mas: pelik pula,sedap? Letak apa?(blurr nie)

k.sue: gula melaka, susu cair dan teh.
Fatin: sedap mas, lini, ini dah kali kedua kitaorg minum untuk hari ini
(dengan penuh bersungguh2)
Mas: berapa harga? k.sue dah cuba ker?
Fatin: rm 1.60, sue tak cuba lagi.
k.sue: ini nak cuba lah ni.(dengan penuh harapan)
Mas: lini, cam sedap ja nie.. k.sue beli dulu, mas rasa sikit.
Kalau sedap…Beres.. (sambil tersenyum)
k.sue: ok

k.sue pun pergila dengan senyuman serta harapan untuk mendapatkan secawan
“3 color tea”

fatin: sedap mas, perlahan-lahan kitaorg minum sampai tak nak bagi tumpah

(dengan penuh nikmat)
Mas: betul bah.
Shella: a’aa mas..sampai enda mo kasih tumpa, berhati-hati bila kacau.

k.sue came with her three color tea.

mas: k.sue cepatla rasa.
k.sue: kejap la..nak kacau dulu, tak leh bagi tumpah(dgn penuh berhati2)

slurrppp…the she make faces (blurr..)

mas: k.sue..tak sedap ka?…(hairan)
k.sue: huhuhu..(awalnya dia buat cara mo muntah)
sedapnya ..slurpp... (dgn penuh nikmat 3 color tea)

(mcm iklan mamie slurpp ja)

mas: lah…buat suspend jer.
k.sue: nah, rasa sikit.
Mas: not bad nice mcm cendol..(From hand to hand)
Lini: a’aa mcm cendol
Mas: boleh la ni

actually this is the time 2 see, good fren or a cup of 3 color tea

Then, I and lini decided to drink 3 color tea. They keep on remind us not to spill even a drop of it and watch out when stir the 3 color tea.
Both of us try no to spill the tea.
It was really precious to us. (kelakar..precious bah..haha)
But that’s a fact, we try no to spill it and enjoy every sip of it.
Haha.. I never expect it will be like this.
Slurrpppppppp…yummy……..(thumbs up)
Speechless for a second... and try to describe it, well it is tasty and a little bit cendol taste on it. And when drink it I felt that am back in 15 years ago, just because it using "gula melaka" and it has good aroma…
Well, its sounds historical “gula melaka”
You will feel like want to drink and drink and more. Besides, the mug was so small.
And to be honest you feel not enough and need more. (Shouting “I WANT MORE!!!!”)

wat will happen after this? did shella knock fatin's head? or just let fatin drink peacefully?

Wei, people out there!!
It’s true that 3 color tea delicious.
Enjoy it then you can feel it.
At this moment I only know the 3 color tea available at Nilai UC.
Sounds like u guys have to come and try it.
This is just an introduction to “3 color tea” and will see what will happen to me and my friends. Are we going to continue drinking and enjoying every sip of it or we will get bored after 2 weeks.

Reunion..Reunion...

3 years ago I was in form 5; it’s a good experience for me.
Spending most of my time in school with my revision classes (including Saturday)
And not including my training time.(handball)
To be honest, I miss that moment where I have great time with my high school friend.
Reunion...reunion...
That’s what we think when holidays started. But the problem is we don’t have same holidays.
And we have to plan it over and over.
Alhamdulillah we managed to meet each other although not everyone can attend. But at least, we meet up and go for dinner, right?
Hahaha… damn miss each other.
Well, this is a good opportunity for us to meet, since some of us studying at overseas

(summer holidays) and peninsular Malaysia (semester break)
This is the 3rd year we having reunion with different people from our class.
Looking forward to meet the other classmate (berlian 01-05)

left; aini, mimi, sue, shof, deena, halimah, nana, lini, and mas

Having dinner at apple café, 1 Borneo…
Start with our gossip. There’s so many thing to share with, well it’s kind of hard for us to talk with either through phone, text, messenger, or mail.
Everyone busy with their own programmed and this night is the time for us to break the distance and share what we need too. “Sharing is caring”

cool guys..long time didn't share izzit?

Time was really envy on us, we spending almost 3 hours at that café. Then we decided to continue sharing time at secret recipe.
Not so long to be there, besides, deena and shofia decided having meal there. Me and the rest, having great dessert.(ice-cream and cakes)

Aini; thanks for the ice-cream

yummy..another scoop for nana...

nice smile hah?

During that night, mimi was so worried.
Kind of funny actually, never though that she will be this scared. I know her for so long, but I never see her like this.
She’s staying in hostel, suppose to be in hostel by 10.30 pm. Instead of being there at 10.30pm, we still at secret recipe have good laugh and she still pretend not to be worried.

But actually she does.
My cousin is the one who send her.
Alhamdulillah we reach there safely and we don’t have problem with the guard
Yahoooo… and I can see mimi smiling.
I and aini accompany her till her block. Well, it’s a little bit scary the way to her block.
Which is use stairs and look like you are in the forest. (IPG hostel)

all of us

Halimah, what can I say. You change a lot I am happy for you.
Aini, a gud friend of mine..miss me ok? haha.. stdy smart :P
deena, my lovely friend, don't be naughty, stay focus(hopefuly u get mumtaz)
Shofia,, nana, n sue; my story friends, u guys a great..new topic in town..good adviser...
Mimi, my sis and future teacher, you deserve it.
Lini, my best buddy, my adviser, my matchmaker…(i guess)..great having u here at nilai UC

Those who didn’t attend, it’s ok...
All of us miss u guys; we still have time to meet right?
May ALLAH bless all of u. wish u guys all the best. " bring out the best in you"