Big girl don't cry.

~my mom said "don't cry and stay strong" ~

"I've learned that even when I have pains, I don't have to be one."

"I've learned that no matter what happens, or how bad it seems today, life does go on, and it will be better tomorrow."

how effective your words are.

There’s a people who hard to say those words and even hate to say or admit it.

“I miss you or I love you” a simple word which can affect on people feeling.

Sometimes you need to admit that you are missing or loving them.

It’s a relief when u expresses it and confesses.

It’s better to admit it now rather than later.

Say it the moment you mean it and not because you have too.

A people with an honest confession will never ever regret and will feel the beauty in missing or caring for someone else.

“Keep love in your heart. A life without it is like

a sunless garden when the flowers are dead.

The consciousness of loving and being

loved brings a warmth and richness to life

that nothing else can bring”

~Oscar Wilde~

Breaking all the rules? Can I make it?

Should I break it? Or stay with it?

sometimes the rules will help us but at at the same time it killed us.

Haha. Obviously I need to stick with the rules but I do hate to work under pressure and currently I enjoyed working with my colleagues.
Glad having my housemates here, they shine my life with jokes and laughter.

Syawal vs Working

Syawal is coming.

And this time, I will not going back to KK.

Am working ……….

Honestly I missed to go back but somehow I don’t dare to put myself in such a rush situation.

I know my limit. Can you imagine, the flight only available in morning and I need to find transport from taiping to penang airport. During that time I can bet that the airport will be full like hell.

I only have 4 days off which are on 23^rd onwards and I decided not to go back.

If am in nilai with 4 days off I don’t mind to go back because it was near to the airport and taxi is available but here? Gosh I’ll need to pay few hundred just to get me to the airport.

To be safe and save, I’ll celebrate syawal at taiping.

To my families; I wish to celebrate with u guys but not this year.

currently am safe :)

Day by day I learn so many things.

Life wasn’t so easy. In a second it can change to become night mare.

My carelessness made my entire day in a deep shit.

Because of simple things can make my day in miserable.

No one perfect, I do accept it. But sometimes, when things happen we just don’t believe that we made it.

Lucky this time am SAFE!!!

alhamdulillah~~

My mind stuck with that poem.

First time I read this poem when I entered the staff lounge at mixed ward.
It reminds me my parents. How I miss them so much.
I can see that, my parents are practicing this, even my uncle, my aunties and my grandparents too.
that's the reason i closed with my families.


If I Had My Child to Raise Over Again

If I had my child to raise all over again,
I'd finger-paint more, and point the fingers less.
I would do less correcting and more connecting.
I'd take my eyes off my watch, and watch with my eyes.
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I would care to know less and know to care more.
I'd take more hikes and fly more kites.
I'd stop playing serious, and seriously play.
I would run through more fields and gaze at more stars.
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I'd do more hugging and less tugging.
I'd build self-esteem first, and the house later.
I would be firm less often, and affirm much more.
I'd teach less about the love of power, And more about the power of love.

By Diane Loomans

Late Entry -i mean it-

Thanks Allah that I found u!
Happy friendship day (1st august 2009)
I gave my trust on you although I don’t spent so much time with you.
and I get your honesty.
A good friend will never ever looking down at her own friend.
2 o’clock in the morning I wish I could sleep but you in my head like a song on the radio.
All our memories kept playing in my mind.
It’s been so long we leave it and how I miss it so much.
A good friend who tells me what I should or shouldn’t do.
I appreciate it!
When I start to questioning she has the answer and reassures me.
Thanks my friend.
Happy friendship day