Speechless!

when i heard,
my heart cries..
why should i?
cause it Hurt!
more than i expect!
thank you for it!
Speechless...

the distance doesn't make difference..
u better stay away rather than turn back to me!
thank you for your words..
am trying harder here!

alhamdulillah..
at least the morning breeze tell me.
the thunder shows me
and the rain cries on behalf...
am just too sensitive...
no regret after all..
owhh...
Life totally difficult...

thank you for completing my life yet thank you for hurting me too.
distance make us connect deeply it just the matter of time!

p/s: to my peluru2..no worries am fine...
totally fine and good here! *smiling*
counting my days to be meeting up with u guys..
love always!

Thank You

Thank You!
thank you for the tears..
thank you for the heartache..
thank you for making my adrenaline pumping faster cause of worried.
thank you for making my brain cells active.
Last but not least
thank you for sharing with me..
I do Hurt...and
I just hope i'll never LOST you...

Thank You Allah.
Another days of living..
Another days to breath...

Again with the intelligent people

‎sometimes i do dying with intelligent people..

Complaining and Blaming..haha..

Life is short,

so i am enjoying and i do experience new things..

owhh another day to breath!..Alhamdulillah =)

thank You Allah

p/s: u might be master in sense of theory but still u need someone to guide or be with u when it comes to practical.

never underestimated people arounds u

Escape MATES!

i ESCAPE with them!

and it was FUN and MEMORABLE!

i do MISS my SISTERS, BROTHERS AND COUSINS.

not forgotten MOM and THE REST!

i do miss MOM'S HUGS IN THE MORNING

AND i do MISS

OCU ida's HUGS BEFORE WENT TO SLEEP.

FORSURE

I miss EVERYONE hugs and kisses esp when sending me back!

i do want to HUG them but I just CAN'T!!

Luckily

I have my ESCAPE MATES to HUG and PLAY with!

i might be not in their list of special person...

But

for me they are IN MY LIST

Thank You Allah!

Owh..short one okay~

am counting the day!

yahooo

i'll be meeting up with my darlings!

owh..

feeling like flying without wings now..

thank you Allah for everything.

I do admit...

i cried when i too stress and when am totally feeling down..

BUT

am thankful cause having my GREAT FRIENDS with me.

U test me in hard way yet u give me the great one.

owh can't wait to meet each of them!!

hahaha..

friend...friend...friend...

my geng keras from Nilai is coming!!

my doctor said:

" the greatest thing in life is when u can solve your problem instead of running away from it"

thank you ALLAH..for everything

Eid Hajj, Eid Mubarak everyone!

owh!

eid hajj, eid mubarak everyone!

i miss home!

hahahaha....

i didn't hear any raya song, or any sounds of fire crackers...

and as far as i conscious no one rushing going back to their hometown..

and as for me,

the only thing touched my soul was the takbir from the nearest mosque..

Ya Allah thanks for the takbir.

another year of celebration...

my sacrifices NOT BIG as what prophet ibrahim a.s did..

but i do promise...

as long as i breath,

i will do it sincerely and no pressure.

appreciate every single thing of living.

learn as much as i can.

never lose my Humanity and my empathy.

Truthfully to my Almighty Allah

Bring out the best from me.

I will never stop Loving my Families and Friends.

Islam as my guideline of living..

and

remember Masliha,

nothing precious than have the bless from Allah.

owh my lovely cousins...

salam aidiladha everyone!

miss u guys!!

not forgotten the rest!!

feel free to read this:

Kemenangan,Kejayaan dan Pengorbanan

p/s: as i ever said before...

i have 23 years more to achieve my BIGGEST dream..

travel around before my age of 45years old..

with the Bless from Allah...Insya Allah...i'll go to mecca!

and Egypt..for pyramid!!...

Peluru Saya!

Terima Kasih wahai peluru2 saya!

tembakan kali ini TEPAT okay!

saya Sayang Kamu!

bait2 lirik yg kamu kasi memang BEST okay!

Lagu kasih kamu mengalir dalam nadi saya!

Sayang kamu kekal dlm ingatan saya!

Terima Kasih Atas semua Semangat!!!

semestinya Saya rindu Kamu!

Sentiasa!

"kawan saya kata: apapun yg terjadi ku kan selalu ada utkmu,jgnla kau bersedih cause everything gonna be okay"

"kawan saya kata: get it out of your system A.S.A.P and live ur day like it never happened k"

"remember: don't be afraid, just be strong!, don't u give up keep ur chin up and be happy!"

i DON'T need that vibrate!

i hate that vibrate..

ignorance..angry..fed-up..bored..(package okay)

i do thankful with what i have till today..

but sometimes the environment is killing me silently!

totally killing...

and it was totally GREAT one... Really Great!

GREAT HIT!

i do believe...

How GOOD u laugh, that will shows how BAD u cries.

and thats a fact my dear!

Ya Allah Give me the strength..

and because of you am standing stronger than yesterday..

as mom ever said

" no matter how big is ur mistake, i still can give u the forgiveness, no matter how offended am i, i still can let it go, cause i love u more than ever and i believe in u, but remember the outsider can't do that"

and as dad said

" treat people the way u like to be treated and never take revenge."

" if u angry to someone just be calm and control yourself cause i know you will burst till make someone suffer n felt Hurt more than u can imagine my darl"

till today..am holding and keeping it safely but as a human being i do failed.

i do Burst out..but not that bad..better than before..and i hate it..

cause it will be totally unexpected!

ya Allah am praying hard here, please give me the strength and please send me those people who can be love and be with me either for good or bad one...

Thank you Allah

p/s: saya perlu peluru2 saya

sbb mereka tahu saya sedang bersedih!

dan saya rindu kamu!

i do need time machine darling.

how i wish to remain as a kids!

where i don't have to think much..

study.home.play

dat's it babe!

but till when ?

the best memories i had in life!

i can't turn back that time.

if i have a time machine...

i will turn it and go backwards.

replay all the GREAT moments.

when i was a kids.

i have so many friends.

every afternoon we do play together.

either playing with the kites, throwing slippers and run, hide and seek

and lots more.

i do play at playgrounds.

my aunts do fetch me and send me to swim.

i do went out for small parties.

and the best one..

i did walk from home to masjid likas with the

lantern.

(20mins walking from home)

i tell you!

that was the GREATEST one ever

and till today

it still fresh in my mind..

And at my age of 22.

i still play with the KITES =)

am sharing a kites with my 3 girls..

Niesa: my sleepmates

Wen2: my fightmates

miza: my photomates

Above picture,

owhhh

am thinking to have that one...

unfortunately not so windy and i don't think it can fly higher...

so, i didn't get it...

p/s: Nazerra, this is the kite that i told u last time.

owhh..proudly to say:

That is our Kites.

the kite park =)

and we do play with the bubbles =)

and not forgotten the ice-cream!

owh..miss both of u too!

remind me all those days at Nilai!

we jogg, we play kites,we went to pasar malam..

and we did so much thing together =P

my mates! =)

am enjoying every moments of living =)

thank you Allah..

Y must u in my mind?

still can't erase u from my mind!

every inches of him remind me of u!

and am still stuck with those old days!

and now i start to lose my focus!

and the world around me disappear.

still praying every inch of my fiber.

alhamdulillah, with Allah bless i will!

ya Allah give me the strength!

show me the way....

ACT wisely

U grown up babe!

think twice...act wise

i have no right to force or to angry...

and unfortunately, i don't have the authority to say No =)

u choose and decide on your own ...

Thanks FB

Thanks to FB!

Cause updating me..

viewing my great friends pictures!

how i missed them so much!

they just drop me a message " view my latest pix dear"

and it is!!

hahaha..and i did it!

It's Your DAY!

Nothing Precious than knowing You!

Selamat Hari Lahir!

My dear Norlini Jamain!

knowing you as my great friend was the Best Present From Allah!

Having you with me completed my life.

You just like an apple in my Pie...(aku cuma kurang cheese

dlm makaroni..hehe)

and i do Need ur advice and ur words in certain circumstances!

Nothing priceless then having u as my GOOD FRIENDS.

my Families Love u too..

always =)

no matter how hard its life am still happy knowing you still around!

thanks sis!

my secret safely kept in you!

and no one understand me as much as u did!

no matter how long how frequent i stay or be with them..

no one did like u!

and it makes me miss u more!

tHanks for sharing and be with me either for GOOD or BAD one..

Even though we seldom meet up nowdays, i noe u Miss me *perasan*

hahaha..cause i do the same!

i miss you!

everything, our gossip,jokes, bedtime story,our weekend activities and our moment at Nilai 2!

am praying till my last breath

no matter how difficult or complicated its life, you will have the strength to face it and keep smiling!!

all the best my friend!

*baru i perasan..lama sdh kita enda ambik gambar bersama >.<'''*

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special Message to Mr afzan!

u better look after my best friend or else ..

i'll pray every second to Allah that u'll get the pay later on-bad one okay-

but still not that cruel =)

I know that she LOVE u so much!

so U better appreciate it!

Love you my friend! forever and always!

Phew...

Why must u in my mind?

Learn by Heart my Dear

when you learn it by heart and in hard way u will never forget it!

"i don't have the right to force..

u choose and decide on your own"

as a friend am just advising and it's your right either to listen or not...take it or leave it!

you might said am a cruel person but i just don't want you to repeat the same mistake

cause at the end of the day i will work with you.

i might sounds selfish but when you in dangerous means am in dangerous too..

cause we are in the same path.

my words today might killing each cells in your body but it will remind you how important in focusing what you are doing.

am just being OUTSPOKEN cause i don't learn how to hide my feelings and i learn to be Honest with my words.

REMEMBER: a trust starts with a honest words.

I Can't

You're stuck on me and my laughing eyes...
I can't pretend though I try to hide..
you still pretend and i'll wait.
till u said so..
I just ♥ this!!
Enjoy guys!

u Just need to Laugh!

A laugh is a smile that

bursts.

- Mary H. Waldrip-

A friendly look,

a kindly smile, one good act,

and life's worthwhile.

our great moments will safely kept in my heart and mind.

leave all the bad moments behind.

nothing precious than having a great friends.

lets live life to the fullest.

enjoy every second of life okay..

special message to my dear friend Miza:

leave all the bad memories behind and remember u still have us to share your tears.

give us a chance to listen, will try our best okay.

don't make your past as a reason for you not to mingle around.

leave it babe!

keep praying and stay stronger my dear!

Remember we Love u kay =)

Saya Rasa!

saya rasa..

saya perlu bernafas dengan baik.

merasa nikmat hidup lebih indah

kerana esok mungkin berbeza

terima kasih tuhan!

peluang teindah!

Nikmat yg tidak terkata!

Terima Kasih sekali lagi!

saya BERSYUKUR!

Alhamdulillah!

Life is Great part II

I DO BELIEVE THIS :

A person is only complete when she has a true friend to understand her, to share all her passions and sorrows with, and to stand by her throughout her life."
- Jennifer L-

here is all my lovely mates..

knowing them for a year...
yeah rit..life is great ehh...

haha...
mereka adalah NADI saya di sini...
kerana mereka saya masih mampu tersenyum..
ALLAH beri saya:

AHLI KELUARGA yg terbaik dan memahami
KAWAN2 yg sayang dan ambil berat...
kami bebas tegur menegur dan saya SUKA...
enda tau la..kalau diam2 kecik hati..
sudah besar kan...
pandai2 kay...
saya SAYANG semua..

this ah moi frm muar,Johor..
Funny and attractive.
sy rasa dia selalu jadi MANGSA BEBEL saya...hehe
KESIAN...
SIAPA SURUH PALING NAKAL...
dan dia selalu pigi KEDAI utk beli kan saya barang utk masak...
Dia juga SELALU bawakan OTAK2 MUAR utk saya!
SAYA SUKA!!!
THanks sim!
*otak2-sejenis makanan..isi ikan dbalut daun pisang.. famous d Muar ..

owhh..ini BIG SISTER...
Tengok SIZE mahh...
Hometown: Kuching,Sarawak..
dia SGT SERIUS bila bekerja..dan juga KElakar..esp bila ckp bahasa...
paling MANJA dan SUKA masak...
suka MERAJUK n GADUH dgn saya...
dan SAYA akan PENAT akhirnya..
tapi saya TAHU dia SAYANG saya LEBIH.. =)

owhh...ini kawan sepermainan saya dan Sim di ward..
kami kerja BERSAMA..tapi LAIN SHIFT.
sister SENGAJA enda kasi sama shift >_<
dia SUKA MENGEMAS..tetapi ENDA SUKA MEMASAK..
sekali tengok GARANG..tapi sebenarnya TIDAK..
bila keja...memangla Kanchong..tapi lama2 okay =)
jgn RISAU dia seorg yg BAIK hATI..
marah2 sayang selalu tau....
Saya SUka dgr dia nyanyi duet dengan Niesa Omar..
lagu soundtrack Dunia Baru =)
BEST!!

Ini anak jati muar johor...
dia ROOMATE saya..
kwn Terbaek laa kononnya...
seorang yg CENGGENG macam saya sikit...
Kami Kongsi wardrobe..haha...
dia sgt BERTERUS-TERANG..Saya SELESA...
dia suka shopping..saya suka teman..
dia suka baca buku..so, kami hampir sama...
Pendek kata kami punya FIKIRAN yg Hampir sama ...
dan yg PASTI
dia terpaksa dengar cerita donggeng saya setiap kali saya balik kerja...
*tanggungjawab sbg roomate*
^_^

asal?? owhh..kota tinggi juga...
kawan sek menengah Nasyrah...
cewek faridzul...eseh...
nampak jak lembut dia Minah rempit tau..
dia sgt penjimat dan kelakar...
kemas rumah juga rajin..masak pun rajin...
kawan saya BERNIAGA...
sekali cakap suara dia menyemprit..kata niesa omar..hehe
*org johor ckp: suara yg nyaring*

this lady from Miri,Sarawak...
secretive with others but not with me ehh...
dia juga the richest among us..
she earn more till don't have time to spent..hehe
Saya selesa bersama sebab dia suka Jalan2..
dia Juga punya semangat yg KENTAL...
saya tahu dia KUAT..
kami berbasikal bila pergi KERJA...
semua org mula rasa tidak percaya...
SEBAB: kami berbasikal =_=***

ini mek kelate..
hehe...
dia sgt KURUS antara KAMI...
kami makan FULL MEAL bersama..
tetapi bdn dia tetap MAINTAIN..
dia ada kereta kancil..
so, kami TUMPANG =)
CAKAP ikut suka n pandai malu sendiri...
hahaha..
mulut ja tue..tapi NIAT baik...
saya suka =)
dia kongsi cerita chenta dia bersama saya..
terima kasih sbb berkongsi.

SAYA TAHU:
-mereka penat hantar dan ambil saya...
-mereka rasa hampir mati dengar bebelan saya...
* dan antara dialog saya " kalau enda mau kena tegur tinggal dalam gua ja "
PASTI mereka senyum...hehe..(antara ikhlas atau terpaksa)
-mereka SUKA keropok Doritos cheese saya...
-mereka Terpaksa Makan resipi baru saya...
-mereka JAGA hati saya...
-mereka CAKAP saya cenggeng...
-mereka BERSAMA saya PABILA saya mula rasa sedih,tekanan dan kurang gembira...

mereka selalu meminjamkan telinga dan masa mereka...
mereka memberi cadangan yg bernas bila saya perlu...
DAN mereke MENGINGATKAN saya bila saya TERLUPA...

melihat mereka mengingatkan saya...bahawa..saya perlu sentiasa bersyukur dgn kehidupan..
KAmi semua bukan seagama..tapi kami tinggal sebumbung..Kami perlu hormat-menghormati
dan sayang menyayang..
KAMI YAKIN: tidak ada agama mengajar umatnya utk bersikap JAHAT..

THANK YOU ALLAH FOR GIVING ME THE OPPORTUNITY TO MEET AND KNOW EACH OF THEM..
*MAY OUR FRIENDSHIP LAST FOREVER..*

"A friend is someone who knows the song in your heart, and can sing it back to you when you have forgotten the words."
- Donna Roberts

pray for the miracle.

Enjoying my orange juice, listening to my mp3 music collections and thinking how can i feel the miracle and the beauty of living so i will stop complaining and be more sincere.


How i wish my life is a fairy tale where everything will be nice and smooth, But i know it’s impossible.
Another day we gone through... to be honest felt sad seeing my housemates in stress and bad mood.
Kind of pity and i get what they mean....the sense of leaving this place ASAP...

As we know, most of the time we were complaining about our workload, the true is a person around us is the one that make us stressful and worried the most.

When think back, i still have the choice to change everything, which is just remain stupor and don’t bother bout others. But, how long can I stand?
Pheww...life is totally difficult, only Allah know everything.