what am i thinking....??

Having cereal with a cup of milk alone as my breakfast while my other friend still sleeping and the rest is working.

Sitting here, make me thinks how difficult is life.

There’s a phase that we have to go through and when we pass will feel release but when we stuck. Depress and feel like unused.

Day by day, praying that our life will get better. But life doesn’t always come and go in easy way. Each second in life been created to test us and to see how good we are in handling those entire situation.

Honestly, when you are far away from your family, friends plays important role in your life. But still religion the first one.

No matter who is your friend but if you believe in Allah, you will never lost.

As a muslim, we been thought all the basic thing since we were young and learn how to perform prayer. And those are the things which are important and we should carry along with us. No matter what religion you are, have to remember thing s happen because god wants it to happen.

Life live to the fullest and appreciate each of us..

To my friend ere at taiping, i like the bonding between us. Keep it up.. we only have each other while our family are far away......

another day of living

I need a cup of hot mocca and listen to jazz while someone massage my legs..

What a life..

Pheww..what a day?

This and that..he kept asking me. God! I never expect he going to ask me..

But i take it in positive way.. When he ask me, means he have the courage to teach me.

I do question myself, till when i will be able to do my work smoothly? Is there any improvement in myself? Too many question playing in my mind and i need time to solve it out.

Currently am physically and mentally tired but my eyes won’t able to close.

If my legs can speak up, they will be the first thing that shout and ask me to lie on and keep them elevated...and my eyes will speak too...i won’t close up..And my ear says i want music ...my tummy start...i need hot drink..And lastly my brain will solve it out..At the end i remain here, in front of pc, listening to music and filled in my tummy....

Day by day am praying for the strength to stay alive and able to do things in proper way.

I couldn’t run away or even hide myself. There’s nothing else i can do unless be prepared.

Thank you ALLAH for the spirit

To my families, thanks for the love and the moral support.

Truly thanks to all my friends.

Thanks for holding my hand, and lend your shoulder.

life is shorter than what we thought.

so, appreciate what we have....

end year trip :)

It’s been so long i didn’t update my blog.

Finally it’s 2010 and for sure my life getting harder.

There’s so much thing need to think of. My age gave me a measurement to see my life progress.

My December was hectic but joyful.

as i said before...i work hard and i play hard too. nothing can satisfied my self other than my off day...

I went to Singapore for 4 days with Parim. Celebrate my new year there while my families in KK having great Dinner at along edu’s house..i miss them so much...

I wish i have a wing to fly back to KK now.

I spent my night off on December at Singapore. I went there by ktm.

With ktm, it really make me EXTREMLY tired..And lucky i can sleep during the journey.

It took 12hours from taiping to Singapore. we just came for 3 days so we only covered few places. we went to sentosa, little india, arab street, bugis street, orchard, vivocity and spending our night at clementi areas.

thanks to my fren for the acco :)

Here some pictures taken by parim during our short visit there...

trying to travel with train...not bad..somehow ktmb need to do some changes

spending our day at bugis street and little india

little india

public stuff.....

p/s: i need the post box, so i can send a postcard :)

and keep ur city clean :P

this is just a few of it...if have time..will add on.. :)

Start working..and enjoying my life at taiping

Phew..alhamdulillah.

Felt glad I just finished my 13teen days off.

Am having great off days.

I tell you this is the best I ever had in 2009 besides, passing over my nursing board exam and get a place to work with.

I felt so free for the pass 13teen days, where I really had a good break.

I work hard and I play hard too.

Life will difficult if we don’t enjoy each moment we have.

Work is work and holiday is holiday.

As what lini said “no more pressure please =)”

Haha..i am trying on that..

No more pressure and try to make it just a part of my workload and my responsibility.

I’ve been staying here for 5 months…and I should have some fun and explore before leaving this place.

Roughly I have 2 and a half month staying here at taiping, perak before transferring to nusajaya.

So I’ll make sure I make use of these 2 months to enjoy everything in perak.

MEREKA KATA KAMI ::GAY?::

ini KAMI :)

weekend di cameron..sangat SERONOK...

ohh..

OH GOSH!!!

we R not gay ok??

kami cuma berkasih sayang...

KAMI memang begini :)

mereka silap bila kata KAMI begitu...

mereka mungkin CEMBURU..

tetapi tidak mengapa...

kerana KAMI tau...kami BUKAN begitu..

dan KAMI cuma SAYANG MENYAYANG.

hehe...

ohh...Mandi Bunga???

again mistake happen...and why everytime i will be the person who always stuck in it?

truth to said " i traumatize with paeds pt"....

i hate this...i tried so hard to enjoy n love my workload but still i will get the probs.

i just had this conversation with my girlfriends last 2 days :

lisz: u shud go mandi bunga

gee: ya laa...go buy bunga at shop than start mandi

me: are sure?? just buy and mandi?

sim: y not? just mandi laa...hahaha...

lisz: ya laa...ur november so shui..

mas: yeah rit...but no baca2 before mandi ka?

gee: apa mo baca? mantera kaa??hahaha

mas: gosh!!..how do i noe??

sim: no need lorr..just mandi laa.

lisz: a'aah la mas...mandi ja..

mas: ahhh...ya la tu...

we end up with laughing..

although we had stupid conversation but i love it..at least we still have thing to laugh and share...

thanks guys 4 being so supportive.

NOVEMBER TEARS

Life goes on…

My November start with mistakes that covered by tears and I hope it will be end with happiness n please no more tears. My faith will always to Allah. The only one I can put my trust and my hope.

Alhamdulillah.

Thanks Allah I have good people around me. Although most of them are far away but their prayers and spirits will always accompany me. Live life with lots of love..that‘s what my friend, mimi used to say.

When all covered with LOVE , you will feel the different in it and please mix with Patience too.

The beauty behind the “LOVE” :::You will never discover it unless u applied it.

i keep reminding myself:

I need to LOVE the one who create us-ALLAH- gave me the opportunity to feel the life and live with lots of LOVE.

I need to LOVE my families because they always standing next to me either good times or hard times.

I need to LOVE what I am doing right now to avoid re-current of mistake.

I need to LOVE my home so I can enjoy my day at home.

I need to LOVE my friends so, they will be always be there to laugh, listen, cry, hold my hands, advice, comment, compliment and everything. And I do believe; a good friend will never lies to you especially when they are commenting on you.

Those entire things who make me worried, dilemma, scared and anxious actually gave me new experience to face. I learned a lot and I do trauma because all of this.

Hope this will end ere---

"Using patience and perseverance to tackle obstacles will ensure we overcome any obstacle."

Catherine Pulsifer