Speechless!

when i heard,
my heart cries..
why should i?
cause it Hurt!
more than i expect!
thank you for it!
Speechless...

the distance doesn't make difference..
u better stay away rather than turn back to me!
thank you for your words..
am trying harder here!

alhamdulillah..
at least the morning breeze tell me.
the thunder shows me
and the rain cries on behalf...
am just too sensitive...
no regret after all..
owhh...
Life totally difficult...

thank you for completing my life yet thank you for hurting me too.
distance make us connect deeply it just the matter of time!

p/s: to my peluru2..no worries am fine...
totally fine and good here! *smiling*
counting my days to be meeting up with u guys..
love always!

Thank You

Thank You!
thank you for the tears..
thank you for the heartache..
thank you for making my adrenaline pumping faster cause of worried.
thank you for making my brain cells active.
Last but not least
thank you for sharing with me..
I do Hurt...and
I just hope i'll never LOST you...

Thank You Allah.
Another days of living..
Another days to breath...

i DON'T need that vibrate!

i hate that vibrate..

ignorance..angry..fed-up..bored..(package okay)

i do thankful with what i have till today..

but sometimes the environment is killing me silently!

totally killing...

and it was totally GREAT one... Really Great!

GREAT HIT!

i do believe...

How GOOD u laugh, that will shows how BAD u cries.

and thats a fact my dear!

Ya Allah Give me the strength..

and because of you am standing stronger than yesterday..

as mom ever said

" no matter how big is ur mistake, i still can give u the forgiveness, no matter how offended am i, i still can let it go, cause i love u more than ever and i believe in u, but remember the outsider can't do that"

and as dad said

" treat people the way u like to be treated and never take revenge."

" if u angry to someone just be calm and control yourself cause i know you will burst till make someone suffer n felt Hurt more than u can imagine my darl"

till today..am holding and keeping it safely but as a human being i do failed.

i do Burst out..but not that bad..better than before..and i hate it..

cause it will be totally unexpected!

ya Allah am praying hard here, please give me the strength and please send me those people who can be love and be with me either for good or bad one...

Thank you Allah

p/s: saya perlu peluru2 saya

sbb mereka tahu saya sedang bersedih!

dan saya rindu kamu!

ACT wisely

U grown up babe!

think twice...act wise

i have no right to force or to angry...

and unfortunately, i don't have the authority to say No =)

u choose and decide on your own ...

Worried 0_0

when u are worried

u just cried on your own..

and Allah will listen to your prayer.

just continue praying!

p/s: not every single thing u need to share =)

People!

when you are in hurt

the best thing to do is SILENT.

or else your anger will take part.

Sleepy Mode...

i just hate when am too tired and sleepy..

frankly, am easily high temper n sensitive....

nahhh...

people won't realize that sometimes they are killing others with their words but they might did it unintentionly.

so, just leave it...i can't do anything unless listen to it

haha..

well, this is life.

today we might laugh together and tomorrow i might be hurt because of your laugh..

so, just be prepared....

when this kind of thing happen am starting to miss lYnie..

oh dear..i miss you so much!!

wish u were here!

pray for the miracle.

Enjoying my orange juice, listening to my mp3 music collections and thinking how can i feel the miracle and the beauty of living so i will stop complaining and be more sincere.


How i wish my life is a fairy tale where everything will be nice and smooth, But i know it’s impossible.
Another day we gone through... to be honest felt sad seeing my housemates in stress and bad mood.
Kind of pity and i get what they mean....the sense of leaving this place ASAP...

As we know, most of the time we were complaining about our workload, the true is a person around us is the one that make us stressful and worried the most.

When think back, i still have the choice to change everything, which is just remain stupor and don’t bother bout others. But, how long can I stand?
Pheww...life is totally difficult, only Allah know everything.

Not So GOOD

Bad mood…
I hate the moment am angry, sad and being scolded or even worse if someone mad at me.
if i did something wrong..the apologize phrase will come first..
and I just can’t hold my tears to drop.
Sometimes, I do realize people think that am a serious person but deep inside am not.
I just hate to do things under pressure, sometimes i take things too easy and that’s the time I’ve been caught up doing mistake or mistake happen.
Forgiveness is the only things I need when mistake take place. But I do realize not everyone will easily say “I forgive you”
Things happen and I learn my lesson.
My mom always said “if you don’t like just remain silent unless you really can’t bear with it but please say it in polite way”
Am totally felt badly with the incident…and remembering my mom’s word…what a painful regret…I never take things seriously…
And starting today, I will never simply jokes or have words with others…I need to put more gap and remain myself things I should or shouldn’t.
and this is the unique of human being..different character, way of living and acceptance.

And currently I miss home…I never feel this bad until today…and now I Know how hurt is life.

TIRED

PHYSICALLY AM NOT TIRED...BUT MENTALLY YES..
AM TIRED WITH HUMAN ATTITUDE..AM NOT THAT PERFECT AND I ADMIT MY MISTAKE AND IT WAS OUT OF MY EXPECTATION...
SOMETIMES THE ENVIRONMENT, SITUATION AND PEOPLE FORCING US TO BEHAVE IN SUCH WAY.
I DO HATE TO SAY THOSE BUT
THANK YOU FOR THE LESSON...AM TOTALLY LEARN A LOT...
LIFE WAS TOTALLY DIFFICULT.