My Darlings

To be honest am stress up with my workload and people around me..

But somehow, when seeing my duty roster

There’s nothing can make me happy ...other than knowing the time is come...

It's My LEAVE!!!

I’ll be home soon.

To my dearest families,

I’ll be home this month.

Am missing those kiddo J

My life complete knowing that each of them missing me so much!

I can hugs and kiss each of them.

Because everyone will be home this April!

Life is great when seeing your love one in front of you.

Thank You Allah for giving me an opportunity to be love and be missing by others.

How wonderful it is.

Here i attached some faces~~it's my sisters, brothers and cousins.~

Bila rindu tengok gambar pun jadi laaaa~~~

Another heroes in my life

baju merah: baby erra yg sgt comel!

si noni dgn kucing kelabu!

si liza with her new camera!

MEREKA tgh Bosan...

owh...iddin, ayeen and baby erra~~

~darlings~

HOnestly..

Saya Rindu Mereka...

aisyy....besar sdh semua...

dan saya tahu mereka pasti menghitung hari utk berjumpa saya..

yahooo...

Lagi 6 hari utk Bekerja!!!

Lalalalalalala....

New Born....life is great!

here we are..

there's so many unexpected things happen in our life..

either happy or sad..

Recently my cousin just gave birth and

the greatest part was she delivered at the place where i work.

it's time for everyone to serve to my own relative.

felt great when everyone serve the best!

THANKS A LOT GUYS :)

it was totally unplanned.

met her in shocked face

seeing her lying on the bed for delivery.

accompany by her husband..

not forgotten my aunt was there too :D

and now am presenting the new baby in town...

for sure the new princess in our life :D

TADAAAAA..

Jade Khaliesha Bt Muhammad Akashah.

Sleeping Beauty..

feel comfortable in her own way...

no crying unless hungry..

really nice to hug...

still...

sleeping beauty...

congrats to my cousin n husband for the new born :D

not forgotten the aunties, uncles and grandparents too

get well soon!

take care of this princess she's too fragile.

p/s: currently ocu mazni(aunt) are counting her day for delivery...

hopefully everything will be fine :)

pray for the miracle.

Enjoying my orange juice, listening to my mp3 music collections and thinking how can i feel the miracle and the beauty of living so i will stop complaining and be more sincere.


How i wish my life is a fairy tale where everything will be nice and smooth, But i know it’s impossible.
Another day we gone through... to be honest felt sad seeing my housemates in stress and bad mood.
Kind of pity and i get what they mean....the sense of leaving this place ASAP...

As we know, most of the time we were complaining about our workload, the true is a person around us is the one that make us stressful and worried the most.

When think back, i still have the choice to change everything, which is just remain stupor and don’t bother bout others. But, how long can I stand?
Pheww...life is totally difficult, only Allah know everything.

think dude!

sometimes u feel like life treats

u unfair

but as people always say

u gotta move on..

Not So GOOD

Bad mood…
I hate the moment am angry, sad and being scolded or even worse if someone mad at me.
if i did something wrong..the apologize phrase will come first..
and I just can’t hold my tears to drop.
Sometimes, I do realize people think that am a serious person but deep inside am not.
I just hate to do things under pressure, sometimes i take things too easy and that’s the time I’ve been caught up doing mistake or mistake happen.
Forgiveness is the only things I need when mistake take place. But I do realize not everyone will easily say “I forgive you”
Things happen and I learn my lesson.
My mom always said “if you don’t like just remain silent unless you really can’t bear with it but please say it in polite way”
Am totally felt badly with the incident…and remembering my mom’s word…what a painful regret…I never take things seriously…
And starting today, I will never simply jokes or have words with others…I need to put more gap and remain myself things I should or shouldn’t.
and this is the unique of human being..different character, way of living and acceptance.

And currently I miss home…I never feel this bad until today…and now I Know how hurt is life.

TIRED

PHYSICALLY AM NOT TIRED...BUT MENTALLY YES..
AM TIRED WITH HUMAN ATTITUDE..AM NOT THAT PERFECT AND I ADMIT MY MISTAKE AND IT WAS OUT OF MY EXPECTATION...
SOMETIMES THE ENVIRONMENT, SITUATION AND PEOPLE FORCING US TO BEHAVE IN SUCH WAY.
I DO HATE TO SAY THOSE BUT
THANK YOU FOR THE LESSON...AM TOTALLY LEARN A LOT...
LIFE WAS TOTALLY DIFFICULT.

Learn them...

Bismillahirahmanirahim...

Alhamdulillah,

Thanks to Allah for everything. What i have today it’s because of Him, either for good or bad.

It depends on how i manipulate it.

Working with different character of people makes me think twice and learn to accept how unique human being is.

Well, it’s a good thing to learn how does people behave and how to handle it.

Have to remember why we have different character, why does our friend behave in such way? There’s a reason why things happen. We have to think it in positive way. No matter how hard or hurt it is, we have to learn how to face it and handle it. Allah know what is happening, he knows everything.

Life will get more fun if we enjoy every moment we have. I tried so hard not to complain about others but sometimes I couldn’t run from it...phewww =_=’’’

Am not that perfect, everyone need time...let time helps us to change the current situation.

My dad said before “never interfere others life, let them disturb you but never take revenge because Allah is there ....”