Monday, March 29, 2010

pray for the miracle.

Enjoying my orange juice, listening to my mp3 music collections and thinking how can i feel the miracle and the beauty of living so i will stop complaining and be more sincere.


How i wish my life is a fairy tale where everything will be nice and smooth, But i know it’s impossible.
Another day we gone through... to be honest felt sad seeing my housemates in stress and bad mood.
Kind of pity and i get what they mean....the sense of leaving this place ASAP...

As we know, most of the time we were complaining about our workload, the true is a person around us is the one that make us stressful and worried the most.

When think back, i still have the choice to change everything, which is just remain stupor and don’t bother bout others. But, how long can I stand?
Pheww...life is totally difficult, only Allah know everything.

Monday, March 22, 2010

think dude!

sometimes u feel like life treats

u unfair

but as people always say

u gotta move on..

Sunday, March 21, 2010

Not So GOOD

Bad mood…
I hate the moment am angry, sad and being scolded or even worse if someone mad at me.
if i did something wrong..the apologize phrase will come first..
and I just can’t hold my tears to drop.
Sometimes, I do realize people think that am a serious person but deep inside am not.
I just hate to do things under pressure, sometimes i take things too easy and that’s the time I’ve been caught up doing mistake or mistake happen.
Forgiveness is the only things I need when mistake take place. But I do realize not everyone will easily say “I forgive you”
Things happen and I learn my lesson.
My mom always said “if you don’t like just remain silent unless you really can’t bear with it but please say it in polite way”
Am totally felt badly with the incident…and remembering my mom’s word…what a painful regret…I never take things seriously…
And starting today, I will never simply jokes or have words with others…I need to put more gap and remain myself things I should or shouldn’t.
and this is the unique of human being..different character, way of living and acceptance.

And currently I miss home…I never feel this bad until today…and now I Know how hurt is life.

Saturday, March 20, 2010

TIRED

PHYSICALLY AM NOT TIRED...BUT MENTALLY YES..
AM TIRED WITH HUMAN ATTITUDE..AM NOT THAT PERFECT AND I ADMIT MY MISTAKE AND IT WAS OUT OF MY EXPECTATION...
SOMETIMES THE ENVIRONMENT, SITUATION AND PEOPLE FORCING US TO BEHAVE IN SUCH WAY.
I DO HATE TO SAY THOSE BUT
THANK YOU FOR THE LESSON...AM TOTALLY LEARN A LOT...
LIFE WAS TOTALLY DIFFICULT.

Saturday, March 13, 2010

Learn them...

Bismillahirahmanirahim...

Alhamdulillah,

Thanks to Allah for everything. What i have today it’s because of Him, either for good or bad.

It depends on how i manipulate it.

Working with different character of people makes me think twice and learn to accept how unique human being is.

Well, it’s a good thing to learn how does people behave and how to handle it.

Have to remember why we have different character, why does our friend behave in such way? There’s a reason why things happen. We have to think it in positive way. No matter how hard or hurt it is, we have to learn how to face it and handle it. Allah know what is happening, he knows everything.

Life will get more fun if we enjoy every moment we have. I tried so hard not to complain about others but sometimes I couldn’t run from it...phewww =_=’’’

Am not that perfect, everyone need time...let time helps us to change the current situation.

My dad said before “never interfere others life, let them disturb you but never take revenge because Allah is there ....”

Wednesday, March 10, 2010

Allah knows

When you feel all alone in this world

And there’s nobody to count your tears

Just remember, no matter where you are

Allah knows......

continue praying My dear....

Saturday, March 6, 2010

COMPLIMENT AND COMPLAIN

IT’S GOOD TO HEAR A COMPLIMENT, AT LEAST YOU KNOW PEOPLE ARE APPRECIATE WHAT HAVE YOU DONE AND YOU WILL FEEL A BIT RELEASE, AND IT WILL BE BETTER IF YOU ARE THE ONLY PERSON WHO KNOW IT AND IT REMAIN SECRET.

TODAY YOU WILL HEAR THE COMPLIMENT AND THERE'S NOTHING IMPOSSIBLE FOR YOU TO HEAR A COMPLAIN FROM THE SAME PERSON.

WHAT HAVE U HEARD TODAY MAKE IT AS A LESSON FOR YOU TO START A NEW CHAPTER IN YOUR LIFE.

YOU WORK SINCERELY YOU WILL GET THE REWARD FRM ALLAH..THERE'S NOTHING FREE IN THIS WORLD...ALLAH WILL PAY EVERYTHING EITHER SOONER OR LATER.

REMIND URSELF MASLIHA, ALLAH WILL KEEP HIS PROMISE...EVERYTHING WILL BE PAY OFF..

Wednesday, March 3, 2010

Be Thankful my dear Masliha

after i read aini post at YM...it totally make me think..

Sometimes i just have forgotten the purpose of living and who is the one who bless me all this time.

without helping from Allah i don't think i can stay strong till today.

Every single thing happen in my life is a part of test frm Allah but yet i never learn how to be thankful (consistenly).

and one more thing...when can i stop complaining about my life, especially when it comes to work..obviously i couldn't run away from it..



Ya Allah Ya Karim Ya rahim...

please give me the strength to stay strong and never forgot how to be thanful

~~ameen~~