Monday, December 29, 2008

another year of life

- salam maal hijrah- and Happy New Year
Another year of hijrah. 1430,
new beginning of the year in islam calendar.
What had I done for 1429?

Did I do the right thing for my own life?
Did I enjoy my whole life with spending my time doing the right things?
Gosh!!!
A lot of things need to be done and need to be carried out.
Life goes on.
Even the year’s change, do I change my self?

*kawan aku ckp kita mesti berubah!!-utk kebaikan-*

Last 2 days, I did YM with my friends.
To be honest I wasn’t expected that question.
“mas apa hajat tahun baru kau?, lagipun kita mo masuk 21 thn sudah..”
*sounds like that*
Haha…
I was laughing when reading her text. To be honest I never bother about the age of 21st.
But yet, am scared with growing older.
Yeah rit, a lot of things need to be carried out.
Life? Career? And everything.
Life is full of surprise. Anything is waiting in front of me. As I move on with life there’s a few people out there will always stay next to me and I do believe that.
I will never walk alone. Even till my last breath, even till I meet the almighty ALLAH.
Every single thing that I did wit my heart and deeds will follow me excluded my family, friends and property.

"Allah does not look at your appearance or your possessions; but He looks at your heart and your deeds." (Abu Huraira: Muslim)

Simpan ja la hajat dalam diri.
Takut enda menjadi bila dihebah kan.
Terlalu byk dalam list .
Cukup utk kawan2 mendoakan.-ameen-

Last but not least, a gazillion thanks to my families, and friends for being there when I needed.
Glad to be a part of you guys.
Sorry for things that i made that hurt.
A new year, new dream, new wish, new hopes and new beginning of life.
Life is like a story book and you are the author.
Fulfill with our own imagination, creativity and continue with preparing yourself for death.
Every chapter has it owns story and it depends on us to create it, either want to make it happy ending or leave it with sad ending.

"Conduct yourself in this world, as if you are here to stay forever; prepare for eternity as if you have to die tomorrow." (Bukhari)

May our life will be bless by the almighty ALLAH and praise to our beloved prophet Muhammad s.a.w.-ameen-

Tuesday, December 23, 2008

Tuesday at KLCC

My mobile phone rang.
Gosh!! It was ocu fisah.
When I saw the clock it was 10.30am.
Damn!! Actually I’m planning to watch movie at KLCC.
In rushed I get-up from the bed and directly went to took shower.
It’s 11.00 am and my mobile phone rang for the second time.
The first thing in my mind was my ticket. Does she get a ticket for me?
When I answered her, “yahoo, thanks for it.”
She did it!!
Locked-up the door and went out from the house.
Queuing up for the tickets made me breathless.
It’s about the time. It was really envy on me.
Reached there at 11.30 am and the movie starts at 11.45am.
Gosh!!!
And am wasted my 5 minutes waiting for my aunty.

My steps continue to the theater. Yaii…
Directly enter the hall and looks for my sit.
I couldn’t get a pop corn for my self.
I just drank a can of 100 plus with a sandwich.
at last i watched twilight!!


It’s about loves between vampire and human.
How does he control himself and how does he protecting his girlfriend, bella.
This movie really gave a big impact on me.
Edward cullens, a vampire guy which is bella boyfriend.
Scared and secure, that’s what he tried to hide from bella
For bella, Edward is everything.

No matter who he is, he still Edward a boy who will never ever hurt her.



Gosh.. It was unbelievable.
How strong she is.
Have to keeps the entire secret from her parents, and friends.
Have to confront the vampire’s family member.
Have to hurt her dad when she walked away from home.
Have to face the devil vampire, james.




Edward, a protected guy who falls in loves.
Secure and always be there for bella.
Watching bella from far and be there when she needed.
Gosh!! How sweet it is.
Well, I guess every female in this world need someone who can protect them and Be there when they need it.




From theater I continue my steps to food court.

Had lunch with andrea.
Currently she is working at Isetan, KLCC.
Right from there I went to Kinokuniya.
Am searching for novel that been asked from my cousin, shasha.
Unfortunately I couldn’t get it.
And I just bought new novel for my self.

-my bestfriend's girl by dorothy koomson-

How far would you go for the best friend who broke your heart?


Well kind of excited because of it.
I’ll have a break first with updating my blog and give a way to my new novel.

Zirah my junior I did it – part II-

You have to list 7 weird things about yourself, post it in your blog, tag at least 7 people (list their names), and comment on their blog to let them know that you just tagged them.

7 weird things bout me:

I can stay in my room at hostel for a week without going out.
Excluded go to toilet and buy food.

I can stay in my auntie house at Kl
without going out from the house for 2 weeks.

I don’t know how to show my anger in front of my friends.

I don’t like hating people and I don’t know how to express
when I dislike someone.

Cry when asking money from my mom.
– malu bah…meminta :(-

I enjoy drinking coffee with my families.
–itupun enjoy kan?
Tapi memang enjoy :)
lagi2 coffee bean d damai.. aiseehhh

I enjoy doing housework
- aduii cam rajin la pula :p-

I TAGGED TO:
Mimi Noorsin
Aini Atiqah
Haanani
Oda
ee-zah
ee-yul
nadhirah

Zirah my junior I did it – part I::5+2=7::

7 facts about me:
1. Masliha Tiwol-my full name-
2. I have 2 sisters and 2 brothers
3. Love to drink coffee and tea.
4. Blueberry cheese cake is my favorite.
5. Love to be home
6. Eating delicious foods.
7. Hallmark my favorite channel.

7 things scared me in this world:
1.muslimin and muslimah fight with each other.
2.My sins-confirm banyak- L
3.Loosing someone I love.
4.Being hates by others.
5.Fail in my exam; especially nursing board exam soon.
Pray for me to pass wif flying colors
7.World war.

Currently listen to:
1. 2nd hand serenade- fall for you.
2. chris brown feat keri hilson- superhuman
3. paramore- crush crush
4. Il divo- Isabel
5. Caramel- Tinggal Kenangan
6. unknown-Nae sarang ee ya
7. unknown- Num Ga Seum ee Ha Neun Mal


7 things that I always said:
1. OMG!!
2. YA KA?
3. IC
4. ASTAGFIRULLAH
5. BOLEH BA KALAU KAU
6. KAU NI HAH...
7. AISEHHH...

7 things that really priceless in my life:
1. Islam and quran
2. My families (semua keturunan)
3. My friends
4. My birth cert, Ic and all the important documents.
5. My stuffs.
6. My beloved sabah, and Malaysia.
7. My Career.

Sunday, December 21, 2008

sUnday Dates

Huhu..*sigh*-which is not good-
Another day of weekends,
My auntie flew to Indonesia this morning.
And I would alone at home for 10 days.

GOSH!!
Yesterday we went out to star hill, Lot10, and plaza low yat.


What did I do this morning?
Had a good breakfast with ocu fisah,

but she will leaving soon and I’ll be alone :::damn::: :(

And now,
I’m thinking to watch movie at theater but none of my friend available.(including o.fisah)
Ocu fisah is so lazy to go out,
Andrea is currently working part time at KLCC,
Mariam went out with her bf

(she did asked me to join them at sunway pyramid but I felt uneasy and lazy)
Haizz.. :(
It really kills my mood to go and watch.
Besides everyone will be busy preparing Christmas, busy looking for Christmas gifts.
How I wish lini’s here with me!! (Can accompany me watch movie)
How I wish can follow my aunties fly to Jakarta!!

(Enjoy your trip guys)
How I wish to be at kk!!
Last minute plan and this is my hols!!
My friend did invite me to her house at Malacca but I don’t feel like going there.
Go back to penang?
My cousin was not there. They went for vacation.
Yaiii…
At last ended-up at home watching astro, online, reading novels, and listen to the music.

haha.
Well, I used to it.
Spending weekend at home and relaxed.


Friday, December 19, 2008

NST- today

This is what I read at NST this morning.
Journalists are bad news when it’s time to wed.
Want to get married in Malaysia? Don’t become a journalist.
Educators, including teachers and professors, seem to have it good in the love department with 36 per cent approval from respondents, followed by doctors and nurses (29 per cent).

Yaii…
what do you guys think bout this?
Haha..
When I read this article, I was shocked when it wrote about doctors and nurses.
Gosh!!
They don’t even know how hard it is to be in that field.
Busy with the environment, expose to diseases, and hard to get holidays.
Am not saying that these people were not going to married
but they really need someone who really understand their career.

My practical session gave me the picture of my career as a nurse.
Working according shift, 8-10 hours per day enough to make me tired.
*Alhamdulillah, practical session gave big impact on me.
I had the opportunity to learn, to practice and
adapting myself with the hospital environment.*

Marriage was one of the important things in life after career.
Good career doesn’t mean good marriage.
But good marriage can results good career.
Looking for partner is not as easy as buying a new shirt,
u have to really look at the material and the qualities.

Wednesday, December 17, 2008

What happen yesterday?

Last day in campus with lini and dzarifah,
we took pictures at the main entrance together with nani.
Nani, friend of dzarifah, just know her. –Nice to meet you-
Dzarifah drive us to KLIA, flight 9.15pm will sending lini back to kk.


Bye lini, see ya on January 09.
Am a litlle bit high because didn’t sleep for 21 hours.
I watched Korean drama’s-perfect match- for the whole night.
Gosh!!
Dzarifah drop me at UKM station.
-thanks dzarifah-
Alone sitting on the bench and waiting for the KTM to Rawang.
My station will be Bandar Tasik Selatan.
Due to not enough sleep am a bit confuse with the KTM.
I really couldn't see the electric board at the KTM station due to blurriness.
There’s one guy sitting on the next bench.
He’s wearing black shirt with the headphone on the ear and took picture with his nokia’s phone.
At first I didn’t bother,
since he sat next bench and kept changing position make me realized him.
Huhu.. What a man?
Previously one of my friend ever said
“only girls love to take photo at KTM station”
During that time,
I was like “what?? Girls??”
And yesterday,
haha… it’s shown that not only girls but boys too.
While waiting for the KTM, I on the phone with lini and confirm with her.
She was laughing and shocked because I don’t know which side I should wait.
I was really nausea and felt like to vomit,
during that time the only thing in my mind was “my bed”
Not enough oxygen supply to my blood and my brain makes me feel want to faint.
Alhamdulillah arrive home safely.

Yahooo.. At last I saw bed!!
Bumped on my self on the bed and have a great sleep till the next morning.
p/s: final semester n final year for lini and zarifah.
will miss both of u :)

Thursday, December 11, 2008

She Just Lost her CAT...

10th of December.08
that’s the date that will be remembered by my cousin,sharleen
Well she just lost her cat; bobby (death),
so sad *sigh*
According to her the cat was sick for this few days.
Besides, seldomly see around the house.
Only came to get the meal.
As easy as ABC my uncle said“just get a new cat”
Yeah rit…
get a new cat, but for sure she gonna miss her cat.
It’s his time my dear.
Don’t be sad because of that.


Last photo with her cat.
Look at his eyes, can see something wrong with him
*enda comel sudah*

Parasite In her minds


Yaiiii…

most of us don’t even know what is parasite and how it looks like.
Looks unique and pretty but indeed it brings infection to human being.

A parasite lives in a close relationship with another organism, its host, and causes it harm. The parasite is dependent on its host for its life functions.






Naegleria fowleri



Entamoeba coli

Huhu.. That is just a part of protozoa.
Still have another group of parasites such as nematode, athropods and others.
Lini…Lini…

still have more to memorize and understand.
Easy for her to pronounce and memorize the entire parasites name.
Well, it’s good for her since that is one of the subjects.
Lini’s is having her final semester exam,

so, I was helping her through out the revision.
Listen to the entire parasites name and the lab diagnosis including the life cycle.
Wow…lots of thing to memorize.
To be honest she’s good in memorizing parasites name but not well in memorizing the diseases. That’s a fact..*I guess u admit that lini*

Lucky I have the view of the parasites and the diseases,
so am not so shocked when listen to the weird names.
Sounds like Italian words.
*memang words dr greek kalau enda silap*

While doing the revision,
we still have time to chit-chat a.k.a gossiping.
As usual lini’s continue with her reading and me too.
I start to revise all the subject that been learn for this 2 years and it’s a lot.

Since this is her final semester and last revision with me.
I’m going to miss this. (Revision+laughing+eating+gossiping.)

Hey buddy, wish u all the best.

*picture taken;2007*

AIDILADHA Part 1

Yahoo.. "selamat hari raya aidil adha"the first thing i said to myself that morning.
alhamdulillah another chance of living and breathing.
Thank you ALLAH.
Glad to be alive.


That morning my cousins wake me up with her phone call.
At first I thought my aunty calling me, but when I hear the voice…
Nahhh…my cousin’s voice.
As usual our conversation start with greeting and saying “selamat hari raya aidiladha”
I got the chance to talk with them, including my sister.
So, good to hear their voices, damn miss all of them.

How I wish I be there too.

I still remember when my cousin, erra says

“am wearing purple baju kurung, how bout u?"
Haha…
I just laugh and answer her
“Sure you look cute on your baju kurung, I will let u see my picture k”

“Have you taken your breakfast? What do you have for it? Crackers ?”
“Not yet, besides, our café not open yet, and I’ll have bread with milo”
“Pity on you, we just finish our breakfast”

That’s what my cousin, yumi said.
I wish to be there and having breakfast with them.

When I talk to my younger sister, this is what she asked:
“How’s your raya?”
“wawa…I’ll celebrate with lini, and for sure both of us will be having good time”
“hahaha.. Good time?2 orang ja?”

Well, thanks guys cause calling me. Haha..

I knew it!!
you guys going to call me that morning.
Miss me right? Haha
:P

Oh ya… thanks for those who sending me text and comment at fs.
Mimi, can’t wait for the next raya, so I can eat your kelupis.

Wednesday, December 10, 2008

night before aidiladha

lalala…
it’s still cold outside and i can feel it,
raining since yesterday.
Yeah right “selamat hari raya aidiladha”
That’s what my cousin said.
Every time aidiladha remind us about prophet Ibrahim s.a.w.
Where he sacrifice his own son, prophet Ismail s.a.w
sacrifice..sacrifice...
And it still continues parents who sacrifice for their kids;
never let their kids suffer and make sure get the best for them.
No matter how hard it is our parents still love us,
Do we love them as much as they love us?
In the morning (raya) while everyone having breakfast with their family,
There’s a people crying out there, remembering the past.
Parents who lost their kids, a husband who lost their wife and a family who lost their relative.
Tears come out, crying for the loves one.
Life goes on. May God bless them.
I try to remember what I have done for the whole year.
What is my sacrifice?
Did I’ve done my job as a muslim, a daughter, a sister, a student, a friend?


Sunday, December 7, 2008

Nasi Lemak 6 Pagi

Nasi Lemak 6 a.m!!!
Sunday the day after Saturday...
Another wonderful day, no classes, wake-up late, lunch at 3pm (padahal exam weeks now)
Didn’t sleep for the whole night and change the routine (like an owl)
Hungry!! That’s what I can shout when I didn’t sleep for the whole night

and
The thing in my mind was Nasi lemak 6 am.
Wawa..:::damn:::…
"Lini,call afzan to buy for us…"

haha...hahaha.. :)*both of us laughing*
Well,
afzan lini's bf a.k.a partner in crime is the one who always help us to buy at cempaka puri

(off-campus hostel)
But now he at KK.. Spending every moment there..(Grad od.)

Hehe..neway thanks afzan cause helping us (mestilakan..lini's partner in crime :P)

(exmple) almost the same;you can choose the side dish.
yummy
and now Bread will replace that nasi lemak on sunday.


NO to nasi lemak
but
YES to gardenia Raisin Oatmeal bread

like diet la kononnya but still gain weight :P
(lupakanla diet,nikmatila makanan)

Matchmaker

Haha..
To be honest I am thankful because having good friends with me.
~ameen,thank u ALLAH~
Yeah rite…
Good friends’ a.k.a matchmaker.
Don’t even talk bout my families.
Lini, my matchmaker at nilai working together with my families
AND
not forgotten her partner in crime Afzan.
Mimi, my matchmaker at kk working alone without partner
My other friends (I guess u guys know who u r)
My sis,Noni:: OMG!! She also included..::damn::..
Well, it’s not a good idea to let others know who is my matchmaker
BUT
this people really work hard (don’t know when they will stop)
*sigh*

And with one mission
“We want the best for you”
Wawa..i do appreciate it.
I still can make friends with them right? Haha*laughing*
Thanks guys! *touch*
No worries I’ll let u guys know when it’s time…
Just pray the best for me.~ameen~

Thursday, December 4, 2008

Yesterday Notes

Cerpen, puisi, teater musikal… itu semua sebahagian dari masa silam ku.
Jari-jemari terus menekan papan kekunci, mata ligat mencari nota semalam.
Kini telah kutemui di alam maya hasil nukilan guruku
(ustz.ony).
Beliau yang mengajarku untuk mengenal keindahan sastera.
Memberi aku ruang untuk menyelubungi karya2 agung.
Mata seolah-olah tidak letih meneruskan kerja untuk membaca bait2 ayat
Hati memberi ruang untuk terus menerima,
dan kini aku sedar nota semalam pasti terus ku ingat kerana ia aku kenal apa itu sastera.
Apa indahnya dunia pena.

Cintaku tegar,
Rinduku berdebar,
Getaran itu kian kurasakan
Luka semalam masih kekal,
Tapi cuba ku tepis,
Akhirnya....
Kini semua tinggal kenangan,
Kenangan yang membawa penuh makna.

ANAKKU SAZALI

I just finish watching “anakku sazali” plays by P.ramlee. I guess most of us know about this film.
Besides, this film also won
'Best Male Actor' (P Ramlee) and

'Best Child Actor' (Tony Castillo) at 4th Asian Film Festival in Tokyo (1957)
Well, it about a man (Hassan) who lives with his son (sazali) and he do love sazali very much. No matter how bad sazali act he still loves him and he tries not to make sazali feel incomplete due to absence of his mom (passed away).


Hassan is a rich man and well known among the villagers. But because of Sazali, everyone looks down on him. He might be good in working and also kind people but he fail in raise up one little boy (sazali). Since he (sazali) knows that his father loves him so much he become more daring to confront his teacher at school and more badly he cheated on Hassan.


However, Hassan cannot do anything to stop him. As time goes by, Hassan getting older and Sazali become the head of gangster. He involved in robberies. Till one day he has been shooting and came to hide at his father house. His father was dilemma either want to help his son or call the police. At last, his father decides to call the police in order to pay back what he has done before. This is the only way for him to give a lesson to his son.




I still remember in this movie, one of the parts when Mansur (teacher) tells Hassan:
“Don’t spoil him with your love”

But during that time, Hassan was so naïve. He always tries to cover his son. And never mad at him. All this while he just advising him. But in the end, he is the one who suffer and disappointed.





As a children never cheat to our parents.
Once their put trust on us, make sure we keep the trust and never blame on what they did to us
(who r we to judge them?)
They love us because it is really hard to raise us in the world.
Who we are now is because what we choose to be.
Our parents give us an opportunity to choose and decide what we want.
And for sure we need their opinion to choose the best in us.
The Almighty ALLAH knows the best for us.

Tuesday, December 2, 2008

Continue Working.

Read... read and continue reading.
Memorize and understand every single phrase that you read
Try to re-call every single words that been mention in the class and try to flip all the notes that been wrote during the class.
Yeah right, now everyone try to focus and revise everything that they been learning through out the semester.

Although you are busy with your revision don’t forget to have your meal
and
have a good rest (sleep well)
so, that you will have energy to burst out during exam day and will be more confident in answering your paper.
if you don't, you'll get crammed and no energy to answer.

My juniors;

yeah…you guys just finish exam last week, don’t you?
And
my seniors esp k.sue

LJM exam just around the corner, hope u guys can pass with flying colors.
Shella, and fatin;

one paper for this sem, well this is your final semester. May Allah bless both of you
Lini,

keep working k. get enough sleep;

don’t stay up so late, its sounds like you are killing yourself. 3 papers more to go!!!

Doa+usaha+tawakal= kejayaan



To all people out there who will be having test or exam, wish u guys all the best.
And may all the works that you have done will get pay off with your results.
Gambatee!!!


SUPERHUMAN

Last few days I read in my friend blog. She talk bout love voyage.
To be honest I do love this part of her article:

“Love is such a wonderful thing for humankind cannot describe it with words. It is stronger than ecstasy, it makes you longing for more as you fall,you crawl,you beg and you fall again. Still,you never stop because deep inside you know you would die for it.”

Yeah rite mimi. Love is the greatest thing in this world. And it depends on our own self to make it more priceless and enjoy every second on it.
Love to ALLLAH will help you along your ways, to choose and decide the right path for you. (It’s the way of living)
Love your own family will makes you stronger and face new life without fear with knowing there always be there for you.
Loves your own friends will make you understand more how to communicate with others and how to face new challenge and learn to accept new things.
Love with your boyfriend/girlfriend (special)?? Haha…well just love him/her because of ALLAH and if you believe she/he can help and guide you to become a good person, there you are.

Superhuman song sang by chris brown featuring keri hilson.
Thanks mimi cause sharing with me this song, its really nice. Indeed it really meaningful and

that’s really show how’s love can make someone become superhuman.





Weak
I have been crying and crying for weeks
How'd I survive when I can barely speak
Barely eat, On my knees
But that's the moment u came to me
I don't know what your love has done to me
Think I'm invincible
I see though the me I used to be
You changed my whole life

Don't know what your doing to me with your love
I'm feeling all super human, you did that to me
A super human heart beats in me
Nothing can stop me here with you
Super human (I feel so superhuman X2)Super human


Strong
Since I've been flying and righting the wrongs
Feels almost like I've had it all along
And I can see tomorrow
Where every problem is gone because
I flew everywhere with love inside of meI
t's unbelievable to see how love can set me free


You changed my whole life
Don't know what your doing to me with your love
I'm feeling all super human, you did that to me
A super human heart beats in me
Nothing can stop me here with you
Super human (I feel so superhuman X2)Super human


It's not a bird, not a plane
It's my heart and it's going, gone away
My only weakness is youOnly reason is you
Every minute with you
I can feel like
I can do anything
Going going, I'm gone away in love


You changed my whole life
Don't know what your doing to me with your love
I'm feeling all super human, you did that to me
A super human heart beats in me
Nothing can stop me here with you
Super human
Super human

Monday, December 1, 2008

a part of my history

24hours ago am still standing and counting the time." When am going home?"
I was like try to yell out “its enough” I rather to be a nanny or doing any jobs as long as not a promoter. Well, it might be my first and my last (will see).
Promoter is not easy as what we see, seeing them standing the whole day. OMG!! It’s really exhausted. They are not just standing but need to promote to the customer.
Working as a sampling girl a.k.a promoter for 12 hours give me a lot of experience.
I got this job from my friend, andrea.

She’s the one who settle everything for me and I just came to work.

I don’t even know who is my in-charge, according to andrea he is a young Chinese guy. Besides, andrea gave me his mobile number. Haha.. I walk to the LRT station and start queuing up to get a ticket to maluri... You know, everything will be my first time for today.

Ah chong and his friend were so good to me.
They explain to me everything and tell me not to be scared.
They gave me a form to become as my pass to get into the jusco.
So, when enter through the staff entrance I have to pass this security (I hate her!!!) wow, too early to judge people right? Furthermore it’s my first time seeing her., during that time, I wearing a black tudung, black shirt with a black pan and a black leather shoes.
To be honest I don’t know and I don’t have idea bout how she want me to ties my tudung.
She just asks me to tie it up but she didn’t show it. And I keep enter the changing room for three times! I was really angry. I ask her to help but she seems like HELPLESS to me. I wish I am the boss daughter that been asked to pretend as a promoter.
I understand she try to be strict and follow the rules, but is that hard for her to help? Huhu (sighing)
And at last, she let me in.
Ah chong and his friend just smile and look at me. They help me to arrange my place.

At 10am the jusco start to open means my work start. Standing there and smile for the whole day.
To be honest I enjoying working with the workers there (organic and vegetable section) they were really friendly.
They tell me what I should and shouldn’t do. Wow..(surprise) Now I know there are a lot of rules that I need to follow. To be honest I am not that daring to break the rules.

Haha.. Example, once they said break for 45mins means that’s my break. Haha.
On the other hand my other friends still can have more than that.
Well, my days end-up at 10pm. Yahoo.. Left 48 hours more to go, am counting every hour.
2nd day working, it was really terrible. I am late. But its ok, at least I came.

And this time I prepare my dates sampling inside the vegetable section (the place they prepare and package the vegetable). The workers there were so good to me. They help me with cutting the sample and at the same time I let them try my sample. Even the supervisor tells me what I should wear before start doing work. (Wear apron, mask, and plastic gloves)
To be honest I still mad at the security!! Well it’s their job but please be tolerate. Even my second day they still look for my fault. Damn!!! Am so sad!! And It really affect my days, well that’s the starting of my days at working place, been checked by the security.
Thanks mimi and lini.

Yeah rite, I need to be more patient and at least I know how it feels when working.
But now I realize am not a good promoter.

I admit that am a talkative person but when comes to be a promoter am speechless.
I feel like I don’t have things to say out. For the whole day I have to say “have try miss/sir” and also need to explain bout my products.

Well, am promoting luxury dates with nuts and also dates with nuts covered with chocolate.
My selling was so bad. Huhu…actually they pay me based on my working days and not based on the selling. In this case, I don’t have to bother bout my selling, but I need to sell it for my own satisfaction. I am dead meat when knowing my products are not been sells.
3rd day working;
12 hours more to go. Continue counting the hours. Well, everyone there (worker) just smile and looks pity on me. When see me, the only words they ask was “have you taken your break?”. I just smile and answer them, “I will”
Working as a promoter at jaya jusco maluri giving me an experience that I can’t get when start working next time. Soon, I’ll be a staff nurse who will follow doctor’s round and be there to safe a life and serve for community but not as a promoter girl who will standing there and looking for a customer to buy my product. After working as a promoter I learn a lot and realize that not everyone can work as a promoter. And here I know my limit. And the worse thing is I don’t even know that my big boss is coming. After lunch hour, as usual I came to my booth and start with my preparing my sample. So, this guy standing there and asking me “what am I selling” so, I explain to him from A to Z. gosh!! The way I explain to him seems like am having an OSCE exam, which is a lab exam for the nursing student where we need to explain the procedure that we are doing.
I try not to leave any important point. At last he gives me 3 boxes dates. OMG!!! I was wonder, who is him, then he gave me his card and he introduces himself.
Damn!!! I was like stunt for a while and get shocked but I just pretend to be calm.

(deep breathing).
And with him one Chinese girl, with a boxes of dates with nuts covered with chocolate.
“This is for you, good explanation and your info is correct” I just smile.
Well, actually I heard all that info from my uncle and I read it in the internet. Haha…
But its ok at least he come and see by his own what’s happening and why my selling was so bad.
And you know what? It’s because of the price. At other JUSCO they are selling for half price and my place, they didn’t change the price tag and even I myself don’t even know bout this. And I get to know this thing once I have a phone call with andrea that morning.

She’s telling me that my place was so expensive compare to her.
So, my boss, mr steven help me to change all the price tag and confirm with the sales supervisor. I was like frustrated with this thing. You know for 2 and half days I work with nothing with the expensive price and only few boxes selling.

In the system they correcting it but only at my booth they didn’t change the tags.(sighing)
After changing the price, then I can get few people to come and buy my product.
Huhu..
At last…am done. Yahoo.. Finally, I’ll be home and no need to wake up at 8am and start working at 10am. Spending 3 days as a promoter make me know who am I. a girl who can’t just standing and become a promoter. Even the pay is quite high but I am not satisfied and I can’t do it. We have to belief that each human being in this world has their on advantage and it depends to us on how we used it. Allah has made us to be as good as He can and it depends on us to choose the ways. When god decides to test on us, means he knows our limit.

He wants us to know and look into our self who we are and what can we do for Him.
With allah blessed I end-up my three days working with gaining new experience.

Not only as a promoter but more than that, it teach me how valuable is life especially working as a servant. And I just wonder why some of us were so shy when saying they are working as a promoter or else as a cashier at supermarket or as a security. Well, those peeps are really important. They get the salary based on what they did and not everyone can become just like them. Even you have the education but you don’t have the soul-called as a humble or patience you can’t do that. No matter how friendly you are but when comes to this thing; you will know how good you are in communication. All of this are so general and needs time to learn and understand it. The skill must be in your self. Different people different opinions and different view of how it’s happen.
Thanks to andrea cause finding me this jobs.
Ocu Ida,Ocu Pisah n Nganga; I know it’s hard to get an $$
My friends in college now; lini, shella, k.sue, fatin, and tiyah(fatin’s sis); I got something for u guys.
Mimi my high school friend; yeah rite I learn a lot ere, and I will never forget it. Thanks for your words.
Fariz; I rather be a staff nurse compare as a promoter. It’ really makes me speechless n enough to say I don’t have the confident on it.

To all peeps out there, become a promoter needs more patience, skills and also good communication. It’s not as simple as switch on a tv or tell a story to your friends. it will be more harder than that.

Thursday, November 27, 2008

Yesterday you were mine, but not today

“I still love you” that’s what mr x told ms y.
“Its enough” ms y answer to him.

Quarrelling among the couples is common. It’s happening everywhere.
Not only happen in teenagers like me, but it happen to those who have engage or married.
Actually this is not my point. Keep in tract on others relationship, to be honest I do feel sad on behalf of my friend who has been frustrated or fail in their relationship.
Take it or leave it. (Sorry if anyone feel hurts)
I just say what I need to say and express it in my ways. (don't get me wrong::..hehe.. :P)
In relationship issues you have to be honest and
don’t ever ever ever ever ever cheat your self.

Allah menciptakan manusia itu sebaik2 kejadian dan kita kenalah menggunakan akal sebaik-baiknya.

Yesterday he/she was your lover but not today. She/he might have new life with new people. Stop begging and ask for apologize. Stop yelling and say “I want to meet you”
Stop telling that you are going to commit suicide, stop threatening
And stop telling “kenangan terindah”
But,

How about those who don’t have the opportunity/strength
To tell the lover that; “we should end-up ere”
Do they have choice? Do they need to proceed with it?
If they stop here, how’s the complication? Will the other partner accept it?
Or else they are doing things that out of mind.
Anyone can help?

Cinta dan kasih kerana agama dan atas landasan agama pasti boleh menerima dgn hati yang terbuka, tapi bagaimana mereka yang tidak pernah kenal tuhan yang mencipta lagi maha mengetahui.

Ianya bukan semudah membaca dan menulis ABC.
Don’t take things for granted. Make friends because who they are and not because what they have.
Sometimes, we thought that life are too simple and we still have time to play around and never bother bout others feeling, especially the one who love us.
Making new friends and new relationship it’s not easy for certain people but it might be easy for others. Do we make the right choice?


Telling jokes around seems like selling foods. Try hard to look for new partner.
I guess in that case I don’t mind but I just can’t accept those who talk behind.(..::damn::..)
Can you imagine, yesterday she/he was your lover and everything seems to be great when they are together but today they just break-up and everything burst out.

Looking for new partner and selling stories bout the EX. What kind of people it is?
(i just try to understand but i don't get it!!)

Sorry for those who feel hurt, I didn’t mean it, but to those who did this-backstabs they partner, I mean it.(i am mean it!!)
For those who been backstabs by their partner: never give-up, god will guide you. :::ameen:::


Barangsiapa yang beriman dengan Allah dan hari akhirat, maka hendaklah dia berkata baik atau dia diam. Barangsiapa yang beriman dengan Allah dan hari akhirat, maka hendaklah dia memuliakan jiran tetangganya. Barangsiapa yang beriman dengan Allah dan hari akhirat, maka hendaklah dia memuliakan tetamunya.
Hadis riwayat al-lmam al-Bukhari dan Muslim.

Aku bukanla seorang yang sempurna, dan masih perlu teguran untuk kekal berpijak di bumi yang nyata, itula fungsi mengenal tuhan mencipta, ada keluarga dan teman2 yg setia dan tidak pernah putus memberi kekuatan pada diri.
Jadikan pengajaran lalu sebagai panduan. In the end people will find the truth of you. During that time, no one is going to help you except god. And why not start now, be yourself and never doing things that hurting the one that you love.
Love her/him because of god. None of the religion taught their people to become bad.
If you’re really love him/ her you just want them to be happy in any ways, don't you?
And you guys still can become good friends or just a friend.
You should be happy when knowing that she/he was happy.
Never get mad and feel hurt on it.

Bahawa seorang lelaki berkata kepada Nabi SAW: Berikan daku wasiat. Baginda bersabda: Janganlah engkau marah. Lelaki itu mengulangi soalan itu beberapa kali. Baginda tetap bersabda: Janganlah engkau marah.
Hadis riwayat al-lmam al-Bukhari

But if you really want to hurt them, you’re the cruelest person and don’t deserve to be appreciate and love by others.
Think bout it, why you’re fall in love?



a part of my soul with them-friends-

I do need them. No matter how good I am, I still need them to stand next to me.
I wish I can meet all my old friends.
Kindergarten is the best moment to make new friends and is the best phase to enjoy.
Well, you know… during that time, we don’t really think who is our friend and most of them were good to us.
But when we getting older we know how to choose and decide who is our friend, don’t you?


"A friend is a character of u". that’s what my dad use to say. You can make friend to anyone that you want to, but remember make friend because of ALLAH and sure he will bless you along the way. At first I don’t understand but when getting older I understood his message.
Macam pepatah arab “berkawan dengan pembuat besi, kenala percikan api, berkawan dengan penjual minyak wangi dapatla haruman”.
(lebih kurang macam tu la bunyinya, enda taula kalau silap+maaf)


During primary school, I do enjoy myself.
St. Agnes my beloved school.
I learn to be more mature and make more friends with different gender.
Thanks to my parents cause allow me to have fun and supporting me.



left; sue,mariam,atul,farah,kelly,dilla



wif chemistry teacher,mdm chung fui han


masa high school pula di SMP,Likas. Disitula aku belajar untuk mengenal jati diri.
Memperkukuhkan jati diri muslimah dalam diri. Belajar untuk lebih bersyukur dan menikmati keindahan allah dengan penuh kesyukuran.
Meeting new friends and together we build new relationship.
At there, I learn how to build my own confident and learn to be a leader. Handle few events with my other classmates, learning together, been punished together under the hot sunny day. Well everything is a history and good memories to all of us. I do miss that moment.
To be honest, I love all my friends.
Nikmat kasih sayang sesama saudara yang ALLAH kurniakan hendakla kita turuti dalam mencari keredhaannya.



Tidak sempurna iman seseorang kamu sehinggalah ia mencintai dirinya.
(Riwayat Ahmad, At-Tirmizi dan AI-Hakim)



during SPM revision class

wif my buddies +lecterur;mdm gnanes


And now am glad that I meet new friends here.
Great to be same class with them and they complete my study environment here.
Having jokes and laugh at each other were the happiest thing I have with them.
I do enjoying hang out with them although we seldom watch movie or shop together. But, at least we went out before right?
I’ll miss them one day.(Trust me!!)

I’ll miss to walk to the class and I’ll miss to walk to the class and I’ll miss to tease them and listen to their jokes and story.

:::soo yi+me+grace:::

Let’s put our hands together and pray for our success and may god bless us along the way and lead us to have bright future.
Ameen.

P/s: I post it before...unfortunately I didn’t realize it was deleted by me.So, I re-post it.

KAU CANTIK HARI INI

Haha..
How’s your expression when someone says “kau cantik hari ini, dan aku suka”
You’ll feel weird (lagi2 kalau baru kenal), happy (bila bf ckp..tapi control bila depan),
Wondering, inquiry,ermm.. Are they really meant it or just joking?
Or else just try to tease. Hoohoo…takut kena ckp perasan pula..
Well, to be honest everyone is beauty and there’s a reason god create everything in this world include human being.

“sesungguhnya, kami telah menciptakan manusia dalam bentuk yang sebaik-baiknya”
*4:95

Actually this is a song sang by Lobow an Indonesian band.
my friend, shella introduce me to this song
According to her, she was really into it and she felt that she’s really pretty when listening to the song and she don’t need her bf to say so.
Wow…I just smugly and listen to her.
Haha …to be honest, everyone should have that kind of feeling,
I mean think that they are pretty and have the beauty in it.
It depends on how they bring out the beauty in it and how others opinion it either through their looks, characters or religious.

After listen to it; my words:

“ erm.. Not bad. When u listen it and put yourself in and you’ll feel it.”.

KAU CANTIK HARI INI
Lama sudah tak kulihat

Kau yang dulu ku mau
Kadang ingat kadang tidak
Bagaimana dirimu ?

Reff:
Kau cantik hari inidan aku suka…
Kau lain sekali dan aku suka…
Entah ada angin apa

Kau berdiri di sana
Berhenti aliran darahku
Kau menatap mataku
Kau cantik hari inidan aku suka

Kau lain sekalidan aku suka
Takkan ku biarkan lagi

Menghilang dari kehidupanku

::dedicated to my mom, aunties, grandma, cousin, friends, and
all women out there. "kau cantik hari ini dan selamanya.."

Sunday, November 23, 2008

ARE YOU RACIST?

"Are you racist?" I ever ask this question to one of my friend.
And she answer me “am not racist but I feel more comfortable with my own people"
(Same hometown/race)
Oic.. That’s the only words come out from my mouth.
Last 3 days (I guess) I chat with one of my friend at oversea and he told me that he loves Malaysia because we are not racist. Wow.. Is that a confession? Then he says yes, it is.
He told me that most of the European is really sensitive when we talk about racist and afraid of it. Till one time they ever say “is that a racist statement?” omg!! I was really shocked when he told me. I was like stunt for a while and think back, how’s the Malaysian? Are we that worse? According to my friend, even the word “BLACKboard” also had been change into “CHALKboard”. Wow.. There are really afraid of this issue compare to religion issue. Besides, most of them are atheistic (Belief that god not exist)
See, this is the different between us and them. In Malaysia we are totally sensitive when talk bout religion. But we are not as racist as them.
And if u guys have time check this out:
http://news.bbc.co.uk/2/hi/uk_news/education/600470.stm
This is what happening now. i guess you will be thankful to be in Malaysia and still can play races jokes.
We are not racist but we segregate our self.

“So, try not to segregate yourself. Just mix around and make friends”.
That’s what my pharmacology lecturer always told us.

Thursday, November 20, 2008

Greet by the feces a.k.a stool.

Yuckss…that is our first expression when see a feces.
I felt pity for lini. FECES!!! That’s what she saw when she went to her room.
OMG… she came to my room and tell me bout the feces with a worm called human trichuris trichiura (dat’s wat lini said) . I was really shocked to hear that.
Kind of funny actually, y the cat choose there? It is next to the entrance.(ada tarikan kali)
Unfortunately the cleaner is not here. Damn…
By hook or by crook need to make sure the worm stop crawling.
Scared enter lini’s room.
How want to cover?
If at home, we used to sweep (different broom that we used for inside house) away and clean it with water or we cover it with sand.
But at here, damn… we don’t have different broom, only have the one for sweep the room. Haha..(we need to sacrifice da broom either mine or her)
Cover with sand? Where will we get that? Haha…
Cover with tissue or paper? Omg, we still can smell it.(wow)
At last, we spray with ridsect (for mosquito) and cover with detergent (powder).
It is only for temporary while waiting for the cleaner to clean it.
Yaiiii…lini, just ignore those feces for tonight. It will be clean tomorrow.

tok..tok...
I heard someone knock my door. It must be lini and sure she want to clean it.
Haha.. I know her, she wont satisfied till it clean.
Can u imagine, the moment u enter your room u will see(feces) and smell it.yaiii
Then we clean it…we sweeps away(with my old broom) and wash it with water+detergent…
tadaaa…its clean no more feces with the worm.
Then, for sure we throw the broom(yahoo...can get new one)…haha :)


Wednesday, November 19, 2008

~3 color tea~

What’s that? Heard before? Sounds different right?
Frankly speaking this is my 1st time.
It’s not a rainbow colors or a traffic light colors but it’s a combination of black, white and brown. Wow.. Confuse? Haha..
That’s what happens to me when my friend said” 3 colors tea”
This is how I know this drink and a little bit addicted on it.
Not only me, include my naughty friends shella,fatin, lini and soon will be k.sue..(haha)




The color was not clear.~3 color tea~


During that night I and lini went to café and meet-up with shella, fatin and k.sue.
And the conversations start: jeng..jeng..jeng…

Mas: fatin, apa kau minum tu?
Fatin: 3 colour tea.
Mas: hah? Apasal color dia pelik? Panas ka sejuk?
Shella: memang mcm tu la..habis bah sudah nie.
sedap tau mas. Sejuk bah..(dengan nada kekenyangan)
Lini: air apa?
k.sue: 3 colour tea
mas: pelik pula,sedap? Letak apa?(blurr nie)
k.sue: gula melaka, susu cair dan teh.
Fatin: sedap mas, lini, ini dah kali kedua kitaorg minum untuk hari ini
(dengan penuh bersungguh2)
Mas: berapa harga? k.sue dah cuba ker?
Fatin: rm 1.60, sue tak cuba lagi.
k.sue: ini nak cuba lah ni.(dengan penuh harapan)
Mas: lini, cam sedap ja nie.. k.sue beli dulu, mas rasa sikit.
Kalau sedap…Beres.. (sambil tersenyum)
k.sue: ok

k.sue pun pergila dengan senyuman serta harapan untuk mendapatkan secawan
“3 color tea”


fatin: sedap mas, perlahan-lahan kitaorg minum sampai tak nak bagi tumpah
(dengan penuh nikmat)
Mas: betul bah.
Shella: a’aa mas..sampai enda mo kasih tumpa, berhati-hati bila kacau.

k.sue came with her three color tea.

mas: k.sue cepatla rasa.
k.sue: kejap la..nak kacau dulu, tak leh bagi tumpah(dgn penuh berhati2)

slurrppp…the she make faces (blurr..)



mas: k.sue..tak sedap ka?…(hairan)
k.sue: huhuhu..(awalnya dia buat cara mo muntah)
sedapnya ..slurpp... (dgn penuh nikmat 3 color tea)
(mcm iklan mamie slurpp ja)

mas: lah…buat suspend jer.
k.sue: nah, rasa sikit.
Mas: not bad nice mcm cendol..(From hand to hand)
Lini: a’aa mcm cendol
Mas: boleh la ni



actually this is the time 2 see, good fren or a cup of 3 color tea

Then, I and lini decided to drink 3 color tea. They keep on remind us not to spill even a drop of it and watch out when stir the 3 color tea.
Both of us try no to spill the tea.
It was really precious to us. (kelakar..precious bah..haha)
But that’s a fact, we try no to spill it and enjoy every sip of it.
Haha.. I never expect it will be like this.
Slurrpppppppp…yummy……..(thumbs up)
Speechless for a second... and try to describe it, well it is tasty and a little bit cendol taste on it. And when drink it I felt that am back in 15 years ago, just because it using "gula melaka" and it has good aroma…
Well, its sounds historical “gula melaka”
You will feel like want to drink and drink and more. Besides, the mug was so small.
And to be honest you feel not enough and need more. (Shouting “I WANT MORE!!!!”)



wat will happen after this? did shella knock fatin's head? or just let fatin drink peacefully?



Wei, people out there!!
It’s true that 3 color tea delicious.
Enjoy it then you can feel it.
At this moment I only know the 3 color tea available at Nilai UC.
Sounds like u guys have to come and try it.
This is just an introduction to “3 color tea” and will see what will happen to me and my friends. Are we going to continue drinking and enjoying every sip of it or we will get bored after 2 weeks.



Saturday, November 15, 2008

Reunion..Reunion...

3 years ago I was in form 5; it’s a good experience for me.
Spending most of my time in school with my revision classes (including Saturday)
And not including my training time.(handball)
To be honest, I miss that moment where I have great time with my high school friend.
Reunion...reunion...
That’s what we think when holidays started. But the problem is we don’t have same holidays.
And we have to plan it over and over.
Alhamdulillah we managed to meet each other although not everyone can attend. But at least, we meet up and go for dinner, right?
Hahaha… damn miss each other.
Well, this is a good opportunity for us to meet, since some of us studying at overseas
(summer holidays) and peninsular Malaysia (semester break)
This is the 3rd year we having reunion with different people from our class.
Looking forward to meet the other classmate (berlian 01-05)
left; aini, mimi, sue, shof, deena, halimah, nana, lini, and mas

Having dinner at apple café, 1 Borneo…
Start with our gossip. There’s so many thing to share with, well it’s kind of hard for us to talk with either through phone, text, messenger, or mail.
Everyone busy with their own programmed and this night is the time for us to break the distance and share what we need too.
“Sharing is caring”

cool guys..long time didn't share izzit?

Time was really envy on us, we spending almost 3 hours at that café. Then we decided to continue sharing time at secret recipe.
Not so long to be there, besides, deena and shofia decided having meal there. Me and the rest, having great dessert.(ice-cream and cakes)



Aini; thanks for the ice-cream

yummy..another scoop for nana...

nice smile hah?


During that night, mimi was so worried.
Kind of funny actually, never though that she will be this scared. I know her for so long, but I never see her like this.
She’s staying in hostel, suppose to be in hostel by 10.30 pm. Instead of being there at 10.30pm, we still at secret recipe have good laugh and she still pretend not to be worried.
But actually she does.
My cousin is the one who send her.
Alhamdulillah we reach there safely and we don’t have problem with the guard
Yahoooo… and I can see mimi smiling.
I and aini accompany her till her block. Well, it’s a little bit scary the way to her block.
Which is use stairs and look like you are in the forest. (IPG hostel)

all of us

Halimah, what can I say. You change a lot I am happy for you.
Aini, a gud friend of mine..miss me ok? haha.. stdy smart :P
deena, my lovely friend, don't be naughty, stay focus(hopefuly u get mumtaz)
Shofia,, nana, n sue; my story friends, u guys a great..new topic in town..good adviser...
Mimi, my sis and future teacher, you deserve it.
Lini, my best buddy, my adviser, my matchmaker…(i guess)..great having u here at nilai UC

Those who didn’t attend, it’s ok...
All of us miss u guys; we still have time to meet right?
May ALLAH bless all of u. wish u guys all the best. " bring out the best in you"

Thursday, November 13, 2008

Kidney/ Renal failure

Every time went for clinical training; this is one of the common diseases among the Malaysian.
My youngest patient that I look after is 16 years old boy.
Can you imagine, in that age he got kidney failure..(may god bless him..ameen)
As a parents, relatives, and friends we have to give fully emotional support for kidney failure patients so that, all of them will feel worth it to fight for the disease.
Be with them and walk with them.
Here some info regarding kidney failure. I just read it from
www.ahdubai.com/patient education..
feel free u guys can read from there.....

ANATOMY OF THE KIDNEY



Kidneys are been-shaped organs located in the middle to lower back, on both sides of the spine.
The urine that is formed in the kidneys flows through tubes, called ureters, to be stored in the bladder.
When the bladder is full, a person feels the urge to urinate. Urine is emptied through the urethra.


The main purpose of the kidneys is to make urine by filtering harmful chemicals, called toxins out of the blood. The kidneys also help to necessary chemical substances in the blood, such as sodium, protein and sugars.

The kidneys control the amount of fluid we keep in our bodies.
For example, when we drink more fluids than we need, the kidneys secrete extra urine.
On the other hand, when we do not drink as much fluid as we need, the kidneys make less urine.
The kidneys help to regulate hormones that strengthen our bones and produce red blood cells.
Since the kidneys constantly filter the blood, they are very sensitive to anything we eat or drink, or to any medications we take.
The kidneys also help to keep our blood pressure regular; this is why many kidney diseases result in high blood pressure.


Damage to only one kidney is not a major problem, since the other kidney can take over for it. However, if both kidneys get damaged, a person will die within a few days if they do not get dialysis.
ESRD= End-stage renal failure
Develops when both kidney are not able to function. Sometimes it happens gradually and sometimes all at once.



Diseases that can lead to ESRD:
-diabetes mellitus
-hypertension
-Lupus
-repeated kidney infections
-kidney stones
-kidney cyst
-infection in the blood called sepsis
-the constant use of painkillers, alcohol, or other medications can also lead to ESRD
Medication and advice on diet been given by the nephrologists.
It’s very important to have kidney function checked regularly if you:
-have a disease that could lead to ESRD or
-take any medication regularly.

To check on how kidneys are functioning, blood tests and urine tests are needed.

Sign and Symptoms
When the kidneys are not working right, the body retains water,
which leads to swelling in the face, ankles, legs, and throughout the body.
The extra fluid can cause shortness of breath.
Since toxins build up in the body when both kidneys are not filtering them out,
Patients with ESRD feel very tired and week. They have no stamina or energy and looks lethargy. This is partly due to the body not producing enough red blood cells. (anemia)
Kidney failure patients sometimes feel pain below the rib cage.
As kidney failure get worse, blood pressure tends to rise and the body makes less urine.
With time, kidney failure causes the skin become pale.
If nothing is done to treat kidney failure, death can result from toxins building up in the body, as well as high level of potassium in the blood.


TREATMENT
The main treatment for ESRD is dialysis.
Dialysis is a process that replaces the function of the kidneys.
In some cases, dialysis is temporary, and can be stopped as the kidneys are able to function again.
However, dialysis is usually a lifetime treatment.
2 types of dialysis:
-hemodialysis and peritoneal dialysis.
Each work differently to filter out of the blood, as the kidneys normally does.



Hemodialysis reroutes the blood to a dialysis machine. The machine cleans toxins from the blood and regulates the levels of essential chemicals, such as potassium.
Hemodialysis is done 3-4 times per week and ends each a time per week and each session takes around 4-5 hours.
Special intravenous (AVF/BCF/IJC) are needed for good blood flow to and from the dialysis machine.
AVF-Arterioveneous fistula
BCF-brachio cephalic fistula
IJC-internal jugular catheter



Peritoneal dialysis uses the peritoneoum, which is the lining of the abdominal cavity, to clean the blood. A tube, also known as a catheter, is surgically placed in the peritoneal cavity. A solution called “dialysate” is allowed to flow into the peritoneal cavity through the catheter.
The dialysate solution interacts with the blood through the peritoneum, filtering our toxins and cleaning it over a period of several hours.
After peritoneal dialysis, the fluid in the peritoneum is drained to the outside of the body into a special bag. The same cycle is repeated many times a week; it is sometimes started
Before the patient goes to bed and the fluid emptied in the morning.
For dialysis to be successful, patients have to follow strict dietary restrictions on the amount of salts, proteins, and fluids they eat and drink (500L/day)



A kidney transplant can cure some cases of ESRD. Unfortunately, there are not enough kidneys available for all ESRD patients. In addition, a kidney transplant is not the best option for ESRD patient.

Prevention
People who have any of the following conditions are at risk of ESRD:
-known kidney disease
-diabetes mellitus
-hypertension
-lupus

Some dietary restrictions may be needed to slow down and possibly stop the process that leads to ESRD.
Some of these restrictions include eating less:
-salt (sodium)
-potassium
-proteins

Other general healthy lifestyles changes may also help, including:
-regular exercise
-not smoking
-maintaining an ideal weight.

Summary
Kidneys are extremely important organs that filter harmful substances out of the body. The kidneys are susceptible to many diseases, some may be life threatening. Others can lead to complete kidney or renal failure, requiring dialysis.
ESRD is a very serious condition. Patients with ESRD can live normal lives within the restrictions of their dialysis schedule.



Remember once on dialysis there’s no turning back. And starting now, look after our self.
Choose and decide the best for us. Never evaluate based on crowd but evaluate based on your needs.