Yesterday you were mine, but not today

“I still love you” that’s what mr x told ms y.
“Its enough” ms y answer to him.

Quarrelling among the couples is common. It’s happening everywhere.
Not only happen in teenagers like me, but it happen to those who have engage or married.
Actually this is not my point. Keep in tract on others relationship, to be honest I do feel sad on behalf of my friend who has been frustrated or fail in their relationship.
Take it or leave it. (Sorry if anyone feel hurts)
I just say what I need to say and express it in my ways. (don't get me wrong::..hehe.. :P)
In relationship issues you have to be honest and don’t ever ever ever ever ever cheat your self.

Allah menciptakan manusia itu sebaik2 kejadian dan kita kenalah menggunakan akal sebaik-baiknya.

Yesterday he/she was your lover but not today. She/he might have new life with new people. Stop begging and ask for apologize. Stop yelling and say “I want to meet you”
Stop telling that you are going to commit suicide, stop threatening
And stop telling “kenangan terindah”
But,
How about those who don’t have the opportunity/strength
To tell the lover that; “we should end-up ere”
Do they have choice? Do they need to proceed with it?
If they stop here, how’s the complication? Will the other partner accept it?
Or else they are doing things that out of mind.
Anyone can help?
Cinta dan kasih kerana agama dan atas landasan agama pasti boleh menerima dgn hati yang terbuka, tapi bagaimana mereka yang tidak pernah kenal tuhan yang mencipta lagi maha mengetahui.

Ianya bukan semudah membaca dan menulis ABC.
Don’t take things for granted. Make friends because who they are and not because what they have.
Sometimes, we thought that life are too simple and we still have time to play around and never bother bout others feeling, especially the one who love us.
Making new friends and new relationship it’s not easy for certain people but it might be easy for others. Do we make the right choice?

Telling jokes around seems like selling foods. Try hard to look for new partner.
I guess in that case I don’t mind but I just can’t accept those who talk behind.(..::damn::..)
Can you imagine, yesterday she/he was your lover and everything seems to be great when they are together but today they just break-up and everything burst out.
Looking for new partner and selling stories bout the EX. What kind of people it is?
(i just try to understand but i don't get it!!)

Sorry for those who feel hurt, I didn’t mean it, but to those who did this-backstabs they partner, I mean it.(i am mean it!!)
For those who been backstabs by their partner: never give-up, god will guide you. :::ameen:::

Barangsiapa yang beriman dengan Allah dan hari akhirat, maka hendaklah dia berkata baik atau dia diam. Barangsiapa yang beriman dengan Allah dan hari akhirat, maka hendaklah dia memuliakan jiran tetangganya. Barangsiapa yang beriman dengan Allah dan hari akhirat, maka hendaklah dia memuliakan tetamunya.
Hadis riwayat al-lmam al-Bukhari dan Muslim.

Aku bukanla seorang yang sempurna, dan masih perlu teguran untuk kekal berpijak di bumi yang nyata, itula fungsi mengenal tuhan mencipta, ada keluarga dan teman2 yg setia dan tidak pernah putus memberi kekuatan pada diri.
Jadikan pengajaran lalu sebagai panduan. In the end people will find the truth of you. During that time, no one is going to help you except god. And why not start now, be yourself and never doing things that hurting the one that you love.
Love her/him because of god. None of the religion taught their people to become bad.
If you’re really love him/ her you just want them to be happy in any ways, don't you?
And you guys still can become good friends or just a friend.
You should be happy when knowing that she/he was happy.
Never get mad and feel hurt on it.

Bahawa seorang lelaki berkata kepada Nabi SAW: Berikan daku wasiat. Baginda bersabda: Janganlah engkau marah. Lelaki itu mengulangi soalan itu beberapa kali. Baginda tetap bersabda: Janganlah engkau marah.
Hadis riwayat al-lmam al-Bukhari

But if you really want to hurt them, you’re the cruelest person and don’t deserve to be appreciate and love by others.
Think bout it, why you’re fall in love?

a part of my soul with them-friends-

I do need them. No matter how good I am, I still need them to stand next to me.
I wish I can meet all my old friends.
Kindergarten is the best moment to make new friends and is the best phase to enjoy.
Well, you know… during that time, we don’t really think who is our friend and most of them were good to us.
But when we getting older we know how to choose and decide who is our friend, don’t you?

"A friend is a character of u". that’s what my dad use to say. You can make friend to anyone that you want to, but remember make friend because of ALLAH and sure he will bless you along the way. At first I don’t understand but when getting older I understood his message.
Macam pepatah arab “berkawan dengan pembuat besi, kenala percikan api, berkawan dengan penjual minyak wangi dapatla haruman”.
(lebih kurang macam tu la bunyinya, enda taula kalau silap+maaf)


During primary school, I do enjoy myself.
St. Agnes my beloved school.
I learn to be more mature and make more friends with different gender.
Thanks to my parents cause allow me to have fun and supporting me.

left; sue,mariam,atul,farah,kelly,dilla

wif chemistry teacher,mdm chung fui han

masa high school pula di SMP,Likas. Disitula aku belajar untuk mengenal jati diri.
Memperkukuhkan jati diri muslimah dalam diri. Belajar untuk lebih bersyukur dan menikmati keindahan allah dengan penuh kesyukuran.
Meeting new friends and together we build new relationship.
At there, I learn how to build my own confident and learn to be a leader. Handle few events with my other classmates, learning together, been punished together under the hot sunny day. Well everything is a history and good memories to all of us. I do miss that moment.
To be honest, I love all my friends.
Nikmat kasih sayang sesama saudara yang ALLAH kurniakan hendakla kita turuti dalam mencari keredhaannya.


Tidak sempurna iman seseorang kamu sehinggalah ia mencintai dirinya.
(Riwayat Ahmad, At-Tirmizi dan AI-Hakim)

during SPM revision class

wif my buddies +lecterur;mdm gnanes

And now am glad that I meet new friends here.
Great to be same class with them and they complete my study environment here.
Having jokes and laugh at each other were the happiest thing I have with them.
I do enjoying hang out with them although we seldom watch movie or shop together. But, at least we went out before right?
I’ll miss them one day.(Trust me!!)

I’ll miss to walk to the class and I’ll miss to walk to the class and I’ll miss to tease them and listen to their jokes and story.

:::soo yi+me+grace:::

Let’s put our hands together and pray for our success and may god bless us along the way and lead us to have bright future.
Ameen.

P/s: I post it before...unfortunately I didn’t realize it was deleted by me.So, I re-post it.

KAU CANTIK HARI INI

Haha..
How’s your expression when someone says “kau cantik hari ini, dan aku suka”
You’ll feel weird (lagi2 kalau baru kenal), happy (bila bf ckp..tapi control bila depan),
Wondering, inquiry,ermm.. Are they really meant it or just joking?
Or else just try to tease. Hoohoo…takut kena ckp perasan pula..
Well, to be honest everyone is beauty and there’s a reason god create everything in this world include human being.

“sesungguhnya, kami telah menciptakan manusia dalam bentuk yang sebaik-baiknya”
*4:95

Actually this is a song sang by Lobow an Indonesian band.
my friend, shella introduce me to this song
According to her, she was really into it and she felt that she’s really pretty when listening to the song and she don’t need her bf to say so.
Wow…I just smugly and listen to her.
Haha …to be honest, everyone should have that kind of feeling,
I mean think that they are pretty and have the beauty in it.
It depends on how they bring out the beauty in it and how others opinion it either through their looks, characters or religious.

After listen to it; my words:
“ erm.. Not bad. When u listen it and put yourself in and you’ll feel it.”.

KAU CANTIK HARI INI
Lama sudah tak kulihat
Kau yang dulu ku mau
Kadang ingat kadang tidak
Bagaimana dirimu ?

Reff:
Kau cantik hari inidan aku suka…
Kau lain sekali dan aku suka…
Entah ada angin apa
Kau berdiri di sana
Berhenti aliran darahku
Kau menatap mataku
Kau cantik hari inidan aku suka
Kau lain sekalidan aku suka
Takkan ku biarkan lagi
Menghilang dari kehidupanku

::dedicated to my mom, aunties, grandma, cousin, friends, and
all women out there. "kau cantik hari ini dan selamanya.."

ARE YOU RACIST?

"Are you racist?" I ever ask this question to one of my friend.
And she answer me “am not racist but I feel more comfortable with my own people"
(Same hometown/race)
Oic.. That’s the only words come out from my mouth.
Last 3 days (I guess) I chat with one of my friend at oversea and he told me that he loves Malaysia because we are not racist. Wow.. Is that a confession? Then he says yes, it is.
He told me that most of the European is really sensitive when we talk about racist and afraid of it. Till one time they ever say “is that a racist statement?” omg!! I was really shocked when he told me. I was like stunt for a while and think back, how’s the Malaysian? Are we that worse? According to my friend, even the word “BLACKboard” also had been change into “CHALKboard”. Wow.. There are really afraid of this issue compare to religion issue. Besides, most of them are atheistic (Belief that god not exist)
See, this is the different between us and them. In Malaysia we are totally sensitive when talk bout religion. But we are not as racist as them.
And if u guys have time check this out:http://news.bbc.co.uk/2/hi/uk_news/education/600470.stm
This is what happening now. i guess you will be thankful to be in Malaysia and still can play races jokes.
We are not racist but we segregate our self.

“So, try not to segregate yourself. Just mix around and make friends”.
That’s what my pharmacology lecturer always told us.

Greet by the feces a.k.a stool.

Yuckss…that is our first expression when see a feces.
I felt pity for lini. FECES!!! That’s what she saw when she went to her room.
OMG… she came to my room and tell me bout the feces with a worm called human trichuris trichiura (dat’s wat lini said) . I was really shocked to hear that.
Kind of funny actually, y the cat choose there? It is next to the entrance.(ada tarikan kali)
Unfortunately the cleaner is not here. Damn…
By hook or by crook need to make sure the worm stop crawling.
Scared enter lini’s room.
How want to cover?
If at home, we used to sweep (different broom that we used for inside house) away and clean it with water or we cover it with sand.
But at here, damn… we don’t have different broom, only have the one for sweep the room. Haha..(we need to sacrifice da broom either mine or her)
Cover with sand? Where will we get that? Haha…
Cover with tissue or paper? Omg, we still can smell it.(wow)
At last, we spray with ridsect (for mosquito) and cover with detergent (powder).
It is only for temporary while waiting for the cleaner to clean it.
Yaiiii…lini, just ignore those feces for tonight. It will be clean tomorrow.
tok..tok...
I heard someone knock my door. It must be lini and sure she want to clean it.
Haha.. I know her, she wont satisfied till it clean.
Can u imagine, the moment u enter your room u will see(feces) and smell it.yaiii
Then we clean it…we sweeps away(with my old broom) and wash it with water+detergent… tadaaa…its clean no more feces with the worm.
Then, for sure we throw the broom(yahoo...can get new one)…haha :)

~3 color tea~

What’s that? Heard before? Sounds different right?
Frankly speaking this is my 1st time.
It’s not a rainbow colors or a traffic light colors but it’s a combination of black, white and brown. Wow.. Confuse? Haha..
That’s what happens to me when my friend said” 3 colors tea”
This is how I know this drink and a little bit addicted on it.
Not only me, include my naughty friends shella,fatin, lini and soon will be k.sue..(haha)

The color was not clear.~3 color tea~

During that night I and lini went to café and meet-up with shella, fatin and k.sue.
And the conversations start: jeng..jeng..jeng…

Mas: fatin, apa kau minum tu?
Fatin: 3 colour tea.
Mas: hah? Apasal color dia pelik? Panas ka sejuk?
Shella: memang mcm tu la..habis bah sudah nie.
sedap tau mas. Sejuk bah..(dengan nada kekenyangan)
Lini: air apa?
k.sue: 3 colour tea

mas: pelik pula,sedap? Letak apa?(blurr nie)

k.sue: gula melaka, susu cair dan teh.
Fatin: sedap mas, lini, ini dah kali kedua kitaorg minum untuk hari ini
(dengan penuh bersungguh2)
Mas: berapa harga? k.sue dah cuba ker?
Fatin: rm 1.60, sue tak cuba lagi.
k.sue: ini nak cuba lah ni.(dengan penuh harapan)
Mas: lini, cam sedap ja nie.. k.sue beli dulu, mas rasa sikit.
Kalau sedap…Beres.. (sambil tersenyum)
k.sue: ok

k.sue pun pergila dengan senyuman serta harapan untuk mendapatkan secawan
“3 color tea”

fatin: sedap mas, perlahan-lahan kitaorg minum sampai tak nak bagi tumpah

(dengan penuh nikmat)
Mas: betul bah.
Shella: a’aa mas..sampai enda mo kasih tumpa, berhati-hati bila kacau.

k.sue came with her three color tea.

mas: k.sue cepatla rasa.
k.sue: kejap la..nak kacau dulu, tak leh bagi tumpah(dgn penuh berhati2)

slurrppp…the she make faces (blurr..)

mas: k.sue..tak sedap ka?…(hairan)
k.sue: huhuhu..(awalnya dia buat cara mo muntah)
sedapnya ..slurpp... (dgn penuh nikmat 3 color tea)

(mcm iklan mamie slurpp ja)

mas: lah…buat suspend jer.
k.sue: nah, rasa sikit.
Mas: not bad nice mcm cendol..(From hand to hand)
Lini: a’aa mcm cendol
Mas: boleh la ni

actually this is the time 2 see, good fren or a cup of 3 color tea

Then, I and lini decided to drink 3 color tea. They keep on remind us not to spill even a drop of it and watch out when stir the 3 color tea.
Both of us try no to spill the tea.
It was really precious to us. (kelakar..precious bah..haha)
But that’s a fact, we try no to spill it and enjoy every sip of it.
Haha.. I never expect it will be like this.
Slurrpppppppp…yummy……..(thumbs up)
Speechless for a second... and try to describe it, well it is tasty and a little bit cendol taste on it. And when drink it I felt that am back in 15 years ago, just because it using "gula melaka" and it has good aroma…
Well, its sounds historical “gula melaka”
You will feel like want to drink and drink and more. Besides, the mug was so small.
And to be honest you feel not enough and need more. (Shouting “I WANT MORE!!!!”)

wat will happen after this? did shella knock fatin's head? or just let fatin drink peacefully?

Wei, people out there!!
It’s true that 3 color tea delicious.
Enjoy it then you can feel it.
At this moment I only know the 3 color tea available at Nilai UC.
Sounds like u guys have to come and try it.
This is just an introduction to “3 color tea” and will see what will happen to me and my friends. Are we going to continue drinking and enjoying every sip of it or we will get bored after 2 weeks.

Reunion..Reunion...

3 years ago I was in form 5; it’s a good experience for me.
Spending most of my time in school with my revision classes (including Saturday)
And not including my training time.(handball)
To be honest, I miss that moment where I have great time with my high school friend.
Reunion...reunion...
That’s what we think when holidays started. But the problem is we don’t have same holidays.
And we have to plan it over and over.
Alhamdulillah we managed to meet each other although not everyone can attend. But at least, we meet up and go for dinner, right?
Hahaha… damn miss each other.
Well, this is a good opportunity for us to meet, since some of us studying at overseas

(summer holidays) and peninsular Malaysia (semester break)
This is the 3rd year we having reunion with different people from our class.
Looking forward to meet the other classmate (berlian 01-05)

left; aini, mimi, sue, shof, deena, halimah, nana, lini, and mas

Having dinner at apple café, 1 Borneo…
Start with our gossip. There’s so many thing to share with, well it’s kind of hard for us to talk with either through phone, text, messenger, or mail.
Everyone busy with their own programmed and this night is the time for us to break the distance and share what we need too. “Sharing is caring”

cool guys..long time didn't share izzit?

Time was really envy on us, we spending almost 3 hours at that café. Then we decided to continue sharing time at secret recipe.
Not so long to be there, besides, deena and shofia decided having meal there. Me and the rest, having great dessert.(ice-cream and cakes)

Aini; thanks for the ice-cream

yummy..another scoop for nana...

nice smile hah?

During that night, mimi was so worried.
Kind of funny actually, never though that she will be this scared. I know her for so long, but I never see her like this.
She’s staying in hostel, suppose to be in hostel by 10.30 pm. Instead of being there at 10.30pm, we still at secret recipe have good laugh and she still pretend not to be worried.

But actually she does.
My cousin is the one who send her.
Alhamdulillah we reach there safely and we don’t have problem with the guard
Yahoooo… and I can see mimi smiling.
I and aini accompany her till her block. Well, it’s a little bit scary the way to her block.
Which is use stairs and look like you are in the forest. (IPG hostel)

all of us

Halimah, what can I say. You change a lot I am happy for you.
Aini, a gud friend of mine..miss me ok? haha.. stdy smart :P
deena, my lovely friend, don't be naughty, stay focus(hopefuly u get mumtaz)
Shofia,, nana, n sue; my story friends, u guys a great..new topic in town..good adviser...
Mimi, my sis and future teacher, you deserve it.
Lini, my best buddy, my adviser, my matchmaker…(i guess)..great having u here at nilai UC

Those who didn’t attend, it’s ok...
All of us miss u guys; we still have time to meet right?
May ALLAH bless all of u. wish u guys all the best. " bring out the best in you"

Kidney/ Renal failure

Every time went for clinical training; this is one of the common diseases among the Malaysian.
My youngest patient that I look after is 16 years old boy.
Can you imagine, in that age he got kidney failure..(may god bless him..ameen)
As a parents, relatives, and friends we have to give fully emotional support for kidney failure patients so that, all of them will feel worth it to fight for the disease.
Be with them and walk with them.
Here some info regarding kidney failure. I just read it from
www.ahdubai.com/patient education..

feel free u guys can read from there.....

ANATOMY OF THE KIDNEY

Kidneys are been-shaped organs located in the middle to lower back, on both sides of the spine.
The urine that is formed in the kidneys flows through tubes, called ureters, to be stored in the bladder.
When the bladder is full, a person feels the urge to urinate. Urine is emptied through the urethra.

The main purpose of the kidneys is to make urine by filtering harmful chemicals, called toxins out of the blood. The kidneys also help to necessary chemical substances in the blood, such as sodium, protein and sugars.

The kidneys control the amount of fluid we keep in our bodies.
For example, when we drink more fluids than we need, the kidneys secrete extra urine.
On the other hand, when we do not drink as much fluid as we need, the kidneys make less urine.
The kidneys help to regulate hormones that strengthen our bones and produce red blood cells.
Since the kidneys constantly filter the blood, they are very sensitive to anything we eat or drink, or to any medications we take.
The kidneys also help to keep our blood pressure regular; this is why many kidney diseases result in high blood pressure.

Damage to only one kidney is not a major problem, since the other kidney can take over for it. However, if both kidneys get damaged, a person will die within a few days if they do not get dialysis.

ESRD= End-stage renal failure
Develops when both kidney are not able to function. Sometimes it happens gradually and sometimes all at once.

Diseases that can lead to ESRD:
-diabetes mellitus
-hypertension
-Lupus
-repeated kidney infections
-kidney stones
-kidney cyst
-infection in the blood called sepsis
-the constant use of painkillers, alcohol, or other medications can also lead to ESRD

Medication and advice on diet been given by the nephrologists.
It’s very important to have kidney function checked regularly if you:
-have a disease that could lead to ESRD or
-take any medication regularly.

To check on how kidneys are functioning, blood tests and urine tests are needed.

Sign and Symptoms
When the kidneys are not working right, the body retains water, which leads to swelling in the face, ankles, legs, and throughout the body.
The extra fluid can cause shortness of breath.
Since toxins build up in the body when both kidneys are not filtering them out,
Patients with ESRD feel very tired and week. They have no stamina or energy and looks lethargy. This is partly due to the body not producing enough red blood cells. (anemia)
Kidney failure patients sometimes feel pain below the rib cage.
As kidney failure get worse, blood pressure tends to rise and the body makes less urine.
With time, kidney failure causes the skin become pale.
If nothing is done to treat kidney failure, death can result from toxins building up in the body, as well as high level of potassium in the blood.

TREATMENT
The main treatment for ESRD is dialysis.
Dialysis is a process that replaces the function of the kidneys.
In some cases, dialysis is temporary, and can be stopped as the kidneys are able to function again.
However, dialysis is usually a lifetime treatment.
2 types of dialysis:
-hemodialysis and peritoneal dialysis.
Each work differently to filter out of the blood, as the kidneys normally does.

Hemodialysis reroutes the blood to a dialysis machine. The machine cleans toxins from the blood and regulates the levels of essential chemicals, such as potassium.
Hemodialysis is done 3-4 times per week and ends each a time per week and each session takes around 4-5 hours.
Special intravenous (AVF/BCF/IJC) are needed for good blood flow to and from the dialysis machine.
AVF-Arterioveneous fistula
BCF-brachio cephalic fistula
IJC-internal jugular catheter

Peritoneal dialysis uses the peritoneoum, which is the lining of the abdominal cavity, to clean the blood. A tube, also known as a catheter, is surgically placed in the peritoneal cavity. A solution called “dialysate” is allowed to flow into the peritoneal cavity through the catheter.
The dialysate solution interacts with the blood through the peritoneum, filtering our toxins and cleaning it over a period of several hours.
After peritoneal dialysis, the fluid in the peritoneum is drained to the outside of the body into a special bag. The same cycle is repeated many times a week; it is sometimes started
Before the patient goes to bed and the fluid emptied in the morning.
For dialysis to be successful, patients have to follow strict dietary restrictions on the amount of salts, proteins, and fluids they eat and drink (500L/day)

A kidney transplant can cure some cases of ESRD. Unfortunately, there are not enough kidneys available for all ESRD patients. In addition, a kidney transplant is not the best option for ESRD patient.

Prevention
People who have any of the following conditions are at risk of ESRD:
-known kidney disease
-diabetes mellitus
-hypertension
-lupus

Some dietary restrictions may be needed to slow down and possibly stop the process that leads to ESRD.
Some of these restrictions include eating less:
-salt (sodium)
-potassium
-proteins

Other general healthy lifestyles changes may also help, including:
-regular exercise
-not smoking
-maintaining an ideal weight.

Summary
Kidneys are extremely important organs that filter harmful substances out of the body. The kidneys are susceptible to many diseases, some may be life threatening. Others can lead to complete kidney or renal failure, requiring dialysis.
ESRD is a very serious condition. Patients with ESRD can live normal lives within the restrictions of their dialysis schedule.

Remember once on dialysis there’s no turning back. And starting now, look after our self.
Choose and decide the best for us. Never evaluate based on crowd but evaluate based on your needs.

Nikmat syukur

Life is about choices.
Benar bukan? Jauh lagi perjalanan hidup ini.
Kasih pada ALLAH (tuhan yang mencipta) kasih pada keluarga, teman dan juga komuniti.
Siapa kita sebenarnya?
Hidup menumpang tetapi tidak pernah kenal erti syukur pada semua nikmat yang ada.
Betapa indahnya ciptaan tuhan,keindahan yang penuh seribu makna dan sukar digambarkan dengan kata-kata.
Well, life is about choices. We have to choose the right way. We plan it and god helps us to complete our mission. Well, nothing seems to be fine without helping from him.
Hidup memang saling memerlukan.
Berpijak la pada bumi yang nyata. Bersyukur atas nikmat-Nya.

‘Tidakkah aku ingin dirinya menjadi hamba yang bersyukur.’
(Riwayat Bukhari dan Muslim)

Aku juga sama seperti remaja di luar sana, mudah lupa serta alpa dengan kemewahan yang ada di dunia. Akan ku praktikkan nikmat syukur dalam diri serta redha dengan seadanya.insyaallah

Demi sesungguhnya, jika kamu bersyukur, nescaya aku akan tambahi ni’matku kepada kamu dan demi sesungguhnya, jika kamu kufur ingkar sesungguhnya azabku amatiah keras’.
(Ibrahim: 7)

Semalam, aku berbual bersama teman-temanku, risau melihat apa yang berlaku.
Manusia mula dikaburi dengan kekayaan dan nikmat di dunia.
Budaya sopan dan tatatertib sudah mula hilang pada diri masing-masing.
Aku bukanla golongan mereka yang sempurna dan bersih dari dosa, tapi aku masih sedar di mana aku berpijak dan aku yakin buat masa ini aku masih mampu mengawal diri dan menjaga tatatertib dan sedar bahawa aku masih menumpang di bumi ALLAH.
Kata temanku, “ tidakkah mereka malu berkelakuan sedemikian?” aku Cuma mampu tersenyum dan berkata “ mungkin mereka belum sedar dimana mereka berpijak dan komplikasinya, biarkan mereka terus berkhayal dan pasti tiba masanya utk mereka sedar” temanku hanya tersenyum.
Memang benar hendak ditegur , masih merasa diri belum cukup sempurna.
“ jangan jaga tepi kain org”. biarkan mereka..tapi sampai bila? Huhuhu
(abaikan lah mas…doakan saja)

I look, I feel and i stay with my own fantasy.

Now is November and soon will be December. Then, it will be the end of the year.
2 years 4 month in Nilai UC. Not bad hah.
6 months more to go. (gambatee mas!!)
Most of my friend will graduate this year. Lain course bah… (gonna miss all of them)

*in pic= most of them grad diz year and left the nurses.. :)
Nothing else I can do here, so I decided to write a blog.
Bukan apa, sekadar omongan kosong.
To express what I look and how I feel.
Dulu I just write in friendster blog and now I feel like want to write and put some pictures.
Hehehe :P

How about my journal? Haha…still go on ok?.
Yang ini lebih formal and masih perlu journal utk simpan semua secret hidup matiku, kekasih gelapku, kasih sayangku, my heartbeat dan semuanya.
Jangan risau tidak akan ku coretkan siapa yang aku benci.
Kerana aku tidak suka akan perasaan itu. Sekadar cukup dibibir tapi bukan utk dihati dan terus dikenang.
Bila ada masa aku tunjukkan rupa journal ku…hehe..
10 years ago, I was in primary school and now after 20 years am in college.
Everything changes including my ambitions.
When I was a little girl I used to say:
I want to travel and become a journalist and now I end-up with taking nursing. But I know there’s still a hope for me to travel and become a journalist. Tulis apa yang aku mahu. Teruskan dengan dunia fantasi.
Pilih apa genre sekalipun. Biar biasakan jari-jemari ini menekan papan kekunci untuk terus membina ayat-ayat buat bacaan semua.
Feel it then u can express it. Haha.. benar bukan?
Sama seperti apabila menikmati aiskrim.
Rasakan dulu nikmatnya baru la comment.
So, now… dengan ada “coffee or tea”.. aku bebas utk menulis dan terus berfantasi.
BerFantasi pada bumi yang nyata dan cuba lari dari hiruk- pikuk kota raya.
Menyatakan apa yang tersirat dan berkongsi apa yang tersurat.