COMPLIMENT AND COMPLAIN

IT’S GOOD TO HEAR A COMPLIMENT, AT LEAST YOU KNOW PEOPLE ARE APPRECIATE WHAT HAVE YOU DONE AND YOU WILL FEEL A BIT RELEASE, AND IT WILL BE BETTER IF YOU ARE THE ONLY PERSON WHO KNOW IT AND IT REMAIN SECRET.

TODAY YOU WILL HEAR THE COMPLIMENT AND THERE'S NOTHING IMPOSSIBLE FOR YOU TO HEAR A COMPLAIN FROM THE SAME PERSON.

WHAT HAVE U HEARD TODAY MAKE IT AS A LESSON FOR YOU TO START A NEW CHAPTER IN YOUR LIFE.

YOU WORK SINCERELY YOU WILL GET THE REWARD FRM ALLAH..THERE'S NOTHING FREE IN THIS WORLD...ALLAH WILL PAY EVERYTHING EITHER SOONER OR LATER.

REMIND URSELF MASLIHA, ALLAH WILL KEEP HIS PROMISE...EVERYTHING WILL BE PAY OFF..

ohh...Mandi Bunga???

again mistake happen...and why everytime i will be the person who always stuck in it?

truth to said " i traumatize with paeds pt"....

i hate this...i tried so hard to enjoy n love my workload but still i will get the probs.

i just had this conversation with my girlfriends last 2 days :

lisz: u shud go mandi bunga

gee: ya laa...go buy bunga at shop than start mandi

me: are sure?? just buy and mandi?

sim: y not? just mandi laa...hahaha...

lisz: ya laa...ur november so shui..

mas: yeah rit...but no baca2 before mandi ka?

gee: apa mo baca? mantera kaa??hahaha

mas: gosh!!..how do i noe??

sim: no need lorr..just mandi laa.

lisz: a'aah la mas...mandi ja..

mas: ahhh...ya la tu...

we end up with laughing..

although we had stupid conversation but i love it..at least we still have thing to laugh and share...

thanks guys 4 being so supportive.

NOVEMBER TEARS

Life goes on…

My November start with mistakes that covered by tears and I hope it will be end with happiness n please no more tears. My faith will always to Allah. The only one I can put my trust and my hope.

Alhamdulillah.

Thanks Allah I have good people around me. Although most of them are far away but their prayers and spirits will always accompany me. Live life with lots of love..that‘s what my friend, mimi used to say.

When all covered with LOVE , you will feel the different in it and please mix with Patience too.

The beauty behind the “LOVE” :::You will never discover it unless u applied it.

i keep reminding myself:

I need to LOVE the one who create us-ALLAH- gave me the opportunity to feel the life and live with lots of LOVE.

I need to LOVE my families because they always standing next to me either good times or hard times.

I need to LOVE what I am doing right now to avoid re-current of mistake.

I need to LOVE my home so I can enjoy my day at home.

I need to LOVE my friends so, they will be always be there to laugh, listen, cry, hold my hands, advice, comment, compliment and everything. And I do believe; a good friend will never lies to you especially when they are commenting on you.

Those entire things who make me worried, dilemma, scared and anxious actually gave me new experience to face. I learned a lot and I do trauma because all of this.

Hope this will end ere---

"Using patience and perseverance to tackle obstacles will ensure we overcome any obstacle."

Catherine Pulsifer

PLEASE SAY NO TO TEARS

FEELS LIKE MY TEARS START TO DROP..

I HATE THIS...

I WISH I CAN HOLD IT...

i need to stay strong.

Life was not as easy as what we think off.

All I have to do just remind myself to stay focus and bring out the best in me.

I have to learn how to work under pressure from this I will be able to see my ability in doing works.

My mistake is a part of my learning. Avoid mistake as much as I can and work with strategies.

I need to plan it.

Stay strong masliha, Allah will always help you.

Ameen.

Breaking all the rules? Can I make it?

Should I break it? Or stay with it?

sometimes the rules will help us but at at the same time it killed us.

Haha. Obviously I need to stick with the rules but I do hate to work under pressure and currently I enjoyed working with my colleagues.
Glad having my housemates here, they shine my life with jokes and laughter.

Syawal vs Working

Syawal is coming.

And this time, I will not going back to KK.

Am working ……….

Honestly I missed to go back but somehow I don’t dare to put myself in such a rush situation.

I know my limit. Can you imagine, the flight only available in morning and I need to find transport from taiping to penang airport. During that time I can bet that the airport will be full like hell.

I only have 4 days off which are on 23^rd onwards and I decided not to go back.

If am in nilai with 4 days off I don’t mind to go back because it was near to the airport and taxi is available but here? Gosh I’ll need to pay few hundred just to get me to the airport.

To be safe and save, I’ll celebrate syawal at taiping.

To my families; I wish to celebrate with u guys but not this year.

10 RIGHTS

I learn new things here.
Back to my college, we learned 7 rights in serving medication. But here, they have 10 rights.
And now there are 3 rights to be added.

1) Right patient
2) Right medication
3) Right time
4) Right dosage
5) Right route
6) Right assessment
7) Right education
8) Right patient to refuse
9) Right evaluation
10) Right documentation

Mentor-Mentee

My mentor? Hahaha…
btw, she’s a SN at the same time one of the supervisor.
Working with her makes my adrenalin rushes.
My heart pounded, although she said I can share everything with her either working or personal thing but somehow I need time. I am having tough time with adapting myself.
“I feel that I am not teaching you” that’s what she said to me since I was so quiet.

Deep inside my heart, she was totally wrong!!!
Teaching people doesn’t mean with a words but also with your action.
And she acts more compare to explaining.
As I said earlier, she was kind enough but somehow I still need to put a gap because in my mind she’s my mentor and she also consider as my teacher. I have to put my respect as my teacher. She’s there to teach and guide me.
Surprisingly am damn quiet! Don’t laugh guys!
I admit that am kind of talkative but…I just don’t understand, why suddenly on earth I couldn’t say a words and don’t know how to communicate. And it’s totally show my PR were damn worse.
But I am still in learning process. Observing and screening everything.
Hopefully everything will be fine and this time I enjoyed here although am facing hard time.

Screening and observing

Btw, I just started working at multidiscipline ward.
And my day starts with observing the ward flow and also the equipment.
And it is terrible enough but not with loaded of patient but because of their attitude and behavior.
Well, we used to hear private patient more fussy compare to GH.
And when you are sick you are totally in depressed and worried.
So, psychology u has to understand it.
And now I under mentor-mentee programme, which means I have to follow my mentor and doing things under her.
Basically, my mentor are helping me with the job description and adapting myself to the ward environment. Ultimately I have to learn everything in 1 month.