am fighting here!

"tragedy was a destiny..

fighting every inch of our fiber"

Pray for the strength =)

How i Wish =)

I wish we had another time,

I wish we had another place,

But everything we have is stuck in the moment,

And there's nothing my heart can do,

To fight with time and space 'cause,

I'm still stuck in the moment with you,

I Can't

You're stuck on me and my laughing eyes...
I can't pretend though I try to hide..
you still pretend and i'll wait.
till u said so..
I just ♥ this!!
Enjoy guys!

My Ears heard My Soul felt.

Currently am listening to sami yusuf new album title without you -Year 2009,
Sami Yusuf is a British singer-songwriter, composer, producer and accomplished musician.
Present Islamic music to the whole world.
Sami is devoutly spiritual and often uses his art and music as a means of promoting the messages of love, mercy, peace and tolerance, whilst encouraging the youth to be proud of their identity.
More info visit his website: www.samiyusufofficial.com

one of his song from without you album.

Anything For You Lyrics:

If there were a single sacred rose

On a mountain top that grows

Where nobody ever dares to go

For you

I’d climb that mountain high

I would reach up to the sky

If that rose was your desire

Don’t you know that

I Would do anything

Would do anythingFor you

I would do anything

Would do anything

Anything for you
For you,

I would sail the seven seas

Walk the deserts in between

Just to bring you anything you need

Nothing could ever be too much

Anything to show my love

‘Cos it gives me strength enough

Don’t you

Don’t you

Don’t you know that

I Would do anything

Would do anything

For you

You know that

I Would do anything

Would do anything

Anything for you
For you

I would take on any trial

And I would walk on through the fire

You give me strength enough to face it all

You make me feel invincible

‘Cos I would do anything

Anything for you

You know that

I Would do anything

Would do anything

Anything for you

These things are nothing to

All the things you do for me

You are my dream come true

A love I never knew you see

I’d take on a mountain high

Just to see you smile for me

You make me want to be

The very best that I can be

I would do anything

Anything for you

You know that

I Would do anything

Would do anything

Anything for you.

Sunday Out

I woke up
Thankful am still alive and can breathe.
Staring at my aunties and I said
“Good morning”
Both of them just smile.
Preparing myself and ready for breakfast.
Breakfast…
Whole meal bread with butter and cheese…nyummy
And I drank a cup of coffee.

I put on my sneakers and ready to go.
As we walked to the station,
We were laughing and joking.
My music starts to play as I walked into the LRT.
I felt glad spending my weekend with them.

We window shop and walked as long as we can.
And my tummy said
“I need something!!”
And I know my tummy asked for food.
Look for the nearest restaurant
We end up at coffee club.

Enough…
Alhamdulillah…am full.
Thank you ALLAH ..
Continue our journey at the mall.
Stop at the haircut saloon,
And she asked for hair cut and treatment.
And she said YES.
That’s my little auntie.


while my lil auntie cutting her hair,
We spent our time at parkson.
Looking for new pans
But I don’t feel like buying.
But she does.
She bought new pans for working.
That’s ocu ida.
Particular bout her office wears.

It’s 4pm..
And its tea time, that’s what my mind said.
Stop at king’s bakery,
Feel like eating croissant and drinking Swedish berries.
Glad coffee bean brew’s for today was Swedish berries.
We seat there and enjoying our drinks.
While drinking, there’s Chinese songs played.
Not bad.
Am not good in mandarin but I can understand few words.

As we moved on, the Chinese songs still played.
While she’s looking for belt,
I stand in the middle of the crowd looking for the guy who sang that song.
He was there but not performed yet.
And I moved out from the crowd.
using escalator and go to the next level.
Continue looking forward to listen to his real voice in live.
And gosh!!
It was same as the recording.

And ocu ida said
“Nice voice”
And I answered her “yeah.. I like it”
I used her mobile
And directly connect to soo yi.
Trying to ask who was is abin (his nickname)
And she said “sorry I don’t know him”
I was like “ok, thanks”

At first,
I thought I can just download his song.
But I saw the booth selling vcd.
And we going so crazy and asking for the vcd.
Everyone stare at me.
I was like “why ???”
It just because am muslim n wearing tudung
Hahaha…
And surprisingly my auntie bought for me the vcd.
Alhamdullilla…

And this is my first time buying Chinese artist vcd.
His name was fang jiong bin
album tittle: 好人?! Abin (huai ren)
I do love his song.

Somehow, this is not the important
It just,
Never judge book by its cover.
For me, doesn’t mean you are not Chinese you can’t listen to their song,
Somehow we have to give a space and explore everything.
When you explore then you can feel the beauty in it.

THANKS to my aunties.
In this age I still can ask things from them.
How grateful am I.
Day by day, age change but my love for them will remain till my last breath.

p/s : lini, how I wish you were here..
I’ll let you read my new novel and listen to his song once we meet.

Scared-Duffy

I just heard this song and it is also one of the OST for bride wars.
It’s a new movie on cinema.
Frankly I like most of the soundtrack in that movie.

i do love this song sang by duffy
From my view,

it gave me good impression
And also let me be with her to feel how to face another day.
It sounds like a little girl

telling the whole world how important family and friends to her.
Those who haven’t listen to it, u guys should try.
I am planning to watch the bride wars since I heard good comments bout that movie.

The blank pages of my diary,

That I haven't touched since you left me,

The closed blinds in my home,

See no light or day,

Dust gathers on my stereo,

Cause I can't bare to hear the radio,

The piano sits in a shaded space,

With a picture of your face,

I'm scared to face another day,

Coz' the fear in me just won't go away,

In an instance,

You were gone,

and now I'm scared.....

Coffee stains on your favourite book,

Remind me of you so I can't take a look,

The magazines you left on the floor,

You won't need them anymore,

A towel left hanging on the wall,

No sign of wet footsteps in the hall,

There's no smell of your sweet cologne,

I'm lying here alone,

I'm scared to face another day,

Coz' the fear in me just won't go away,

In an instance,You were gone,
and now I'm scared.....

I'm scared to face another day,

Coz' the fear in me just won't go away,

In an instance,You were gone,

and now I'm scared.....

In an instance you were gone,

I'm scared.....

SUPERHUMAN

Last few days I read in my friend blog. She talk bout love voyage.
To be honest I do love this part of her article:

“Love is such a wonderful thing for humankind cannot describe it with words. It is stronger than ecstasy, it makes you longing for more as you fall,you crawl,you beg and you fall again. Still,you never stop because deep inside you know you would die for it.”

Yeah rite mimi. Love is the greatest thing in this world. And it depends on our own self to make it more priceless and enjoy every second on it.
Love to ALLLAH will help you along your ways, to choose and decide the right path for you. (It’s the way of living)
Love your own family will makes you stronger and face new life without fear with knowing there always be there for you.
Loves your own friends will make you understand more how to communicate with others and how to face new challenge and learn to accept new things.
Love with your boyfriend/girlfriend (special)?? Haha…well just love him/her because of ALLAH and if you believe she/he can help and guide you to become a good person, there you are.

Superhuman song sang by chris brown featuring keri hilson.
Thanks mimi cause sharing with me this song, its really nice. Indeed it really meaningful and
that’s really show how’s love can make someone become superhuman.

Weak

I have been crying and crying for weeks

How'd I survive when I can barely speak

Barely eat, On my knees

But that's the moment u came to me

I don't know what your love has done to me

Think I'm invincible
I see though the me I used to be

You changed my whole life

Don't know what your doing to me with your love

I'm feeling all super human, you did that to me

A super human heart beats in me

Nothing can stop me here with you

Super human (I feel so superhuman X2)Super human

Strong

Since I've been flying and righting the wrongs

Feels almost like I've had it all along

And I can see tomorrow

Where every problem is gone because

I flew everywhere with love inside of meI

t's unbelievable to see how love can set me free

You changed my whole life

Don't know what your doing to me with your love

I'm feeling all super human, you did that to me

A super human heart beats in me

Nothing can stop me here with you

Super human (I feel so superhuman X2)Super human

It's not a bird, not a plane

It's my heart and it's going, gone away

My only weakness is youOnly reason is you

Every minute with you

I can feel like

I can do anything

Going going, I'm gone away in love

You changed my whole life

Don't know what your doing to me with your love

I'm feeling all super human, you did that to me

A super human heart beats in me

Nothing can stop me here with you

Super human

Super human

KAU CANTIK HARI INI

Haha..
How’s your expression when someone says “kau cantik hari ini, dan aku suka”
You’ll feel weird (lagi2 kalau baru kenal), happy (bila bf ckp..tapi control bila depan),
Wondering, inquiry,ermm.. Are they really meant it or just joking?
Or else just try to tease. Hoohoo…takut kena ckp perasan pula..
Well, to be honest everyone is beauty and there’s a reason god create everything in this world include human being.

“sesungguhnya, kami telah menciptakan manusia dalam bentuk yang sebaik-baiknya”
*4:95

Actually this is a song sang by Lobow an Indonesian band.
my friend, shella introduce me to this song
According to her, she was really into it and she felt that she’s really pretty when listening to the song and she don’t need her bf to say so.
Wow…I just smugly and listen to her.
Haha …to be honest, everyone should have that kind of feeling,
I mean think that they are pretty and have the beauty in it.
It depends on how they bring out the beauty in it and how others opinion it either through their looks, characters or religious.

After listen to it; my words:
“ erm.. Not bad. When u listen it and put yourself in and you’ll feel it.”.

KAU CANTIK HARI INI
Lama sudah tak kulihat
Kau yang dulu ku mau
Kadang ingat kadang tidak
Bagaimana dirimu ?

Reff:
Kau cantik hari inidan aku suka…
Kau lain sekali dan aku suka…
Entah ada angin apa
Kau berdiri di sana
Berhenti aliran darahku
Kau menatap mataku
Kau cantik hari inidan aku suka
Kau lain sekalidan aku suka
Takkan ku biarkan lagi
Menghilang dari kehidupanku

::dedicated to my mom, aunties, grandma, cousin, friends, and
all women out there. "kau cantik hari ini dan selamanya.."