Intelligent people lose their Humanity

intelligent people sometimes lose their humanity..

well,

the more we know the more we understand right?

i just don't understand why must us blaming others instead of helping them to be more better than who they are.

Life is short my dear!

money is nothing without the sense of humanity.

U have good relationship with God- might be-

but how bout other human beings?

be extra careful.

what u give is what u get.

either today, tomorrow or the day after.

The situation might be force you to behave in such way..

but please don't let the situation controlling you

cause when you did...that's it man!

cause you are silently killing them with your words.

am praying hard that none of my love one be one of them...

let intelligent help us to be more humanity and have the sense of caring

don't make it as a ticket for us to find fault on other.

an old man carrying trash with the young one.

as we grows we need someone to teach us and to be with us.

no matter what we are doing, we are in learning process.

what we does today shown who we are in future.

Ya Allah give me and my friends the strength to face all those intelligent people who lose their humanity

adding oil in the morning, and remove some waste product!

Just finished my night shift with Nasyrah N Mek..

well, as usual.

Hungry babe! i need breakfast

and my tummy start to yell " owh please...feed me!!"

and Yes i will...in process thinking where should we go for breakfast..

with the emptied tummy i and nasyrah went home and met mek.

well, she's driving and we just by bike.

met her and heading to Perling area, near to the mosque.

Kak Umi, our Icu RN who introduce us to this place..

owhh..seeing the food there make my eyes turn a round, my heartbeat pounded faster and faster!

Gosh it's a food!!!

hahaa...

well, we start ordering..*exciting+hungry looks*

kami: bagi roti telur x 2, roti telur bawang 2, ...ermm...ada apa lagi?

waiter: laksa johor,nasi lemak, lontong kering dan lontong basah.

kami: okay...bagi lontong basah satu.

waiter: minium?

kami: nescafe o ais, teh o ais, teh tarik.

waiter okay....

in few mins..

me: nak tambah order.

waiter: okay.

me: nasi lemak paruh.

waiter: okay..

food coming and everyone eyes was staring at us.

gosh! i tell u, they might feel like " WHAT??"

but as for us..NORMAL~~~

owh felt bless with the food in front!

then we start ordering for Nisa, Farah and Lau.

well, they at work od.

so, here we are..adding orders.

when the orders done.

waiter 1: ini dia bungkus =he put on the table.

waiter 2: ala, letak la kat tempat lain meja dah penuh tu, takder ruang.

Kami: *Looking at each other with the stupor response"

after they leave us..

we were like : DAMN!!! hahaha

after finished my meal, my tummy starting again...

owh this feeling like removing what did i add in...

complete the payment.

rush to the petrol station..

"I NEED a WASHROOM!!"

and UNFORTUNATELY the ladies is in cleaning process...

Left the Men place...and without shame...HERE WE ARE..am in!

i need to pee at least..hahahaa...

and Mek standing out there to inform if there's a people to be in...

owhh...finally am safe! finish with the pee part..

felt better actually...

and during that period.

owh when i think Back,....Funny babe!

*i don't care anymore when i need to remove my waste product =)

MEREKA KATA KAMI ::GAY?::

ini KAMI :)

weekend di cameron..sangat SERONOK...

ohh..

OH GOSH!!!

we R not gay ok??

kami cuma berkasih sayang...

KAMI memang begini :)

mereka silap bila kata KAMI begitu...

mereka mungkin CEMBURU..

tetapi tidak mengapa...

kerana KAMI tau...kami BUKAN begitu..

dan KAMI cuma SAYANG MENYAYANG.

hehe...

ohh...Mandi Bunga???

again mistake happen...and why everytime i will be the person who always stuck in it?

truth to said " i traumatize with paeds pt"....

i hate this...i tried so hard to enjoy n love my workload but still i will get the probs.

i just had this conversation with my girlfriends last 2 days :

lisz: u shud go mandi bunga

gee: ya laa...go buy bunga at shop than start mandi

me: are sure?? just buy and mandi?

sim: y not? just mandi laa...hahaha...

lisz: ya laa...ur november so shui..

mas: yeah rit...but no baca2 before mandi ka?

gee: apa mo baca? mantera kaa??hahaha

mas: gosh!!..how do i noe??

sim: no need lorr..just mandi laa.

lisz: a'aah la mas...mandi ja..

mas: ahhh...ya la tu...

we end up with laughing..

although we had stupid conversation but i love it..at least we still have thing to laugh and share...

thanks guys 4 being so supportive.

NOVEMBER TEARS

Life goes on…

My November start with mistakes that covered by tears and I hope it will be end with happiness n please no more tears. My faith will always to Allah. The only one I can put my trust and my hope.

Alhamdulillah.

Thanks Allah I have good people around me. Although most of them are far away but their prayers and spirits will always accompany me. Live life with lots of love..that‘s what my friend, mimi used to say.

When all covered with LOVE , you will feel the different in it and please mix with Patience too.

The beauty behind the “LOVE” :::You will never discover it unless u applied it.

i keep reminding myself:

I need to LOVE the one who create us-ALLAH- gave me the opportunity to feel the life and live with lots of LOVE.

I need to LOVE my families because they always standing next to me either good times or hard times.

I need to LOVE what I am doing right now to avoid re-current of mistake.

I need to LOVE my home so I can enjoy my day at home.

I need to LOVE my friends so, they will be always be there to laugh, listen, cry, hold my hands, advice, comment, compliment and everything. And I do believe; a good friend will never lies to you especially when they are commenting on you.

Those entire things who make me worried, dilemma, scared and anxious actually gave me new experience to face. I learned a lot and I do trauma because all of this.

Hope this will end ere---

"Using patience and perseverance to tackle obstacles will ensure we overcome any obstacle."

Catherine Pulsifer

i need to stay strong.

Life was not as easy as what we think off.

All I have to do just remind myself to stay focus and bring out the best in me.

I have to learn how to work under pressure from this I will be able to see my ability in doing works.

My mistake is a part of my learning. Avoid mistake as much as I can and work with strategies.

I need to plan it.

Stay strong masliha, Allah will always help you.

Ameen.

Breaking all the rules? Can I make it?

Should I break it? Or stay with it?

sometimes the rules will help us but at at the same time it killed us.

Haha. Obviously I need to stick with the rules but I do hate to work under pressure and currently I enjoyed working with my colleagues.
Glad having my housemates here, they shine my life with jokes and laughter.

Syawal vs Working

Syawal is coming.

And this time, I will not going back to KK.

Am working ……….

Honestly I missed to go back but somehow I don’t dare to put myself in such a rush situation.

I know my limit. Can you imagine, the flight only available in morning and I need to find transport from taiping to penang airport. During that time I can bet that the airport will be full like hell.

I only have 4 days off which are on 23^rd onwards and I decided not to go back.

If am in nilai with 4 days off I don’t mind to go back because it was near to the airport and taxi is available but here? Gosh I’ll need to pay few hundred just to get me to the airport.

To be safe and save, I’ll celebrate syawal at taiping.

To my families; I wish to celebrate with u guys but not this year.

currently am safe :)

Day by day I learn so many things.

Life wasn’t so easy. In a second it can change to become night mare.

My carelessness made my entire day in a deep shit.

Because of simple things can make my day in miserable.

No one perfect, I do accept it. But sometimes, when things happen we just don’t believe that we made it.

Lucky this time am SAFE!!!

alhamdulillah~~

start working soon!

Before flew back to kota kinabalu, my aunt and her family came to kl.
We went out and have a blast day.
It was great having my families here with me and spending time together.
Glad spending time together before start working! I’ll miss those moments.
How I wish my entire family member was here.
But I know it was impossible and am thankful to Allah because gave me such a great family.

Next week start working and me, nervous here.
I wish it goes as what I planned.
And hopefully I can learn a lots and avoid mistake as much as I can.
Dealing with human being is a great feeling.
And remember the mistake that you make can make them suffer for the rest of their life.
InsyaAllah I’ll do my best.

And for this few months, I’ll be having problem with internet connection.
I need to apply for broadband or try to look for wireless at my new place.
Otherwise I won’t be able to check my email.

may Allah bless me~ameen~

Result released.

Alhamdulillah I passed my exam but it just not as what I target on.
-my mom's & O.u ida's said: be thankful to ALLAH-
honesly i just felt dat
Am losing the confidence of what am I doing for the whole year studying.
It’s true that become a good nurse doesn’t mean get an A’s results for the whole semester but become a good student that what we need to make self satisfaction.
I’ll try to stay stronger and continue praying to ALLAH,
and I still left 2 examinations to go on.
Trial paper will come soon.
It just left few weeks for it.

Chia yo!

Mothers word, Childs action.

Alhamdulillah.

I just finished my practical for one week to cover my community health nursing subject.
We have been posted to mother and child health clinic.
Well, it was a new experience to me and at the same time preparing myself to serve for the community.
Dealing with antenatal and post natal clients together with the kids and for those who are on family planning was totally challenging.
Although there’s nothing much to do, but the complication was there.
When you heard the words “clinics” you might be thought of easy works and relaxing but the true is kind of hard to deal unless you are really skillful and competent.

Not only treatment at the clinic but also working on home and school visit.
It was the greatest part for me. Where I had the opportunity to visit post natal clients and also school children.
School visit were totally made each of us laugh. When looking at those kids remind me my primary school life.
Where the nurses came and gave us an injection.
And now that’s what I did. Came to the school and gave them an injection.

While shuhada and hui xin preparing the medication, I and Wen shing were doing physical check-up from head to toes. The funniest part was when we asking them to take off their pans (boys).
Hahahaa….made my tummy giggle.

Looking at the kid’s reaction on injection was giving me different point of view.
Previously I was the one who been injected and now am the one who injecting them.
They character just captured my eyes to continue observing them.
Scared, nervous, sweating, quiet, talking, whispering and pushing each other, that what you can see in them.
Haha…
although there was a few kid’s crying but we managed to give them the immunization.

Well, am thankful because ending my community practical without problems.
And am truly thanks to my friends and my roommates, it was great having each of you.

U choose and decide

Unmarried pregnancy became common in our community now days, especially in rural areas. For god sake....
I was shocked when knowing bout this thing.
Married phase was the important part in life before getting pregnant.
Planning bout life and how you want it to happen.
It is so easy when it comes to words but the true was hard, especially for those who cannot control themselves. As a muslim make the Quran and Sunnah as a guidance and you will never get wrong, but when you leave them behind, things will come in differently.
May Allah bless each of us and forgive our sins.
Every people have the chance to change. Just think about it.
No one can help you unless you yourself want to do so.
You choose and decide what the best for you.

Wallahualam

Exam Fever

Left 2 subjects to settle on

before sit for the nursing board exam on June.
Consciously realize that I have few days to go before my final exam

for community health nursing and mental health nursing papers.
Revising the whole notes make my head spinning. -always-
Actually I still don’t have the mood of revising…
But am trying hard you know..

aja-aja fighting!
Am take things too easy,

especially when it comes to exam.

Moods of LAZINESS and RELAXATION are keeping playing on my mind.
But,I won’t let my final semester spoil because of those moodS.
Get to sit back and continue reading my notes.
Reminding myself why I have to do this and what I want to be.
When I decide to study means my body starts to work on it
and my soul going to receive it.

My exam will be on Friday (27th march 09) for both papers.
May Allah bless me and my other course mates.

with godwilling each of us can answer all the question

::ameen::
Apologize to those who feel hurts by me.
Continue praying for me.
Ameen

my exam docket are ready,

it just me need to be prepare.
:)

Friday night with the Messenger story

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim

Alhamdulillah ,
As usual during Friday night we are having yassin reading
I just came back from nilai uc surau from celebrating the Maulidur Rasul.
Although it passed few weeks after the exact date,
Well it is our honor to celebrate it.

We just listened to some history of our Beloved Prophet Muhammad SAW
And continue with some prayers.
At my previous post, I did say that my college didn’t celebrate it right?
Actually they are celebrating it but it just in simple way and not as a major event or even a minor event for the college. -huhu-
Might be I just don’t remember it -fewtttt-

MasyaAllah,
Our beloved prophet Muhammad SAW’s was the greatest human in the whole world.
-that’s my believe through my religion-islam-

here some picture dat my friend captured.

enjoy :)

the gentleman

the ladies

well, both parties increase in number only tonight :)

alhamdulillah

khusyuk lorr-neway we r reading zikir-Nice ::

My Ears heard My Soul felt.

Currently am listening to sami yusuf new album title without you -Year 2009,
Sami Yusuf is a British singer-songwriter, composer, producer and accomplished musician.
Present Islamic music to the whole world.
Sami is devoutly spiritual and often uses his art and music as a means of promoting the messages of love, mercy, peace and tolerance, whilst encouraging the youth to be proud of their identity.
More info visit his website: www.samiyusufofficial.com

one of his song from without you album.

Anything For You Lyrics:

If there were a single sacred rose

On a mountain top that grows

Where nobody ever dares to go

For you

I’d climb that mountain high

I would reach up to the sky

If that rose was your desire

Don’t you know that

I Would do anything

Would do anythingFor you

I would do anything

Would do anything

Anything for you
For you,

I would sail the seven seas

Walk the deserts in between

Just to bring you anything you need

Nothing could ever be too much

Anything to show my love

‘Cos it gives me strength enough

Don’t you

Don’t you

Don’t you know that

I Would do anything

Would do anything

For you

You know that

I Would do anything

Would do anything

Anything for you
For you

I would take on any trial

And I would walk on through the fire

You give me strength enough to face it all

You make me feel invincible

‘Cos I would do anything

Anything for you

You know that

I Would do anything

Would do anything

Anything for you

These things are nothing to

All the things you do for me

You are my dream come true

A love I never knew you see

I’d take on a mountain high

Just to see you smile for me

You make me want to be

The very best that I can be

I would do anything

Anything for you

You know that

I Would do anything

Would do anything

Anything for you.

Messenger

Bismillahirrahmannirrahim

Maulidur rasul..-isnin-

What make we feel happy with the day and date?
Haha…for sure we going to say “public hols”
Right?... itu la yg berlaku..asal tau ja ada public holiday enda kisah la apa perayaan sekalipun.
masa d high school (smp) memang BEST sbb setiap thn mesti celebrate
and i can feel the ukhuwah.
how i miss those days.-smp-
bykla persembahan+quiz+pidato+makan2...best laa...
ada pertandingan nasyid juga...-smua BEST2-hehe
aik..cam besala kan..
kelas2 berlian mesti hantar wakil..
dr junior sampai senior.
smua mo menang..eseh...
ingat lagi utk class berlian form1 2001
-esehh..beria2 cari lagu ada gaya lagi tue siap mengubah2 kunun lirik tue-
sampai mati aku ingat..i.Allah..
itula yg bestnya bila celebrate maulidur rasul d SMP =)
tapi skrg nie..
college aku mana la ada sambutan cam gitu..paling2 public hols ja la kan..
lepas tu..bila public hols..sendiri mo ingat laa...
pandai2 la mo isi hari maulidur rasul..
life is about choices..

Alhamdulillah,
Thankful to ALLAH,
Because I still breathe and can feel the fresh air.
Muhammad SAW, is the messenger from Allah.
He leaves us with Sunnah and Quran, But how many of us apply and read it as one of our activity of daily living?
He helps us to find the right way and become a good Islamic.
But do we realize it?
Do we appreciate it?
Maulidur rasul.. (12 rabiul awal)
What that’s mean?
That was the day of prophet Muhammad SAW born.
But he never asked us to celebrate it;
He just asked us to continue praying and make our day as a day that full with thankful and devotion to Allah.

Rasulullah saw bersabda

“Jangan memperbesarkan mengenai aku seperti Kristian memperbesarkan mengenai anak Maryam.Aku hanyalah hamba, jadi katakanlah,hamba Allah dan pesuruhNya”

(Bukhari)

Allah telah berfirman :

“Taatilah Allah dan Rasulnya jika kamu berpaling maka sesungguhnya Allah tidak menyukai orang-orang kafir”

(3:31-32)

I just want to share this with the rest.

Wallahualam
-selamat menyambut maulidur rasul-

HE will give you the light.

Continue put the hopes and trust.
Never lose it.
Continue praying and Allah will continue listen.
He knows the best for us.
Bad or good there’s a reason things happen.
Be thankful and appreciate things.
When we put the trust on Him,
With god willing He shows us the light.
We just need to be patient and continue praying.
No matter how long we have to wait, there’s a hope for us.
Remember that.
This is just another chapter of our life.
A beginning with no ending,
It just likes:
Story books that won’t be publish out, cause it will never ends till we face death.

May Allah bless us-ameen-

Emotion: February feel

Walked out from the lecture hall,
I heard the song from the café.
Wondering, is there any occasion?
Erm…
No idea at all..
As I walked in, i can see there’s a banner
Oooo
It was one of the valentine events.
-Am not celebrating-
And what they did, everyone can choose n dedicate the song.
So, me, azay, andrea n shuhada decided to dedicate song for our course mates.
Since this is our final semester so we choose graduation song by vitamin C.
Gosh…as it started to play, we felt like… :’(
Never thought this will be our final semester n final February in Nilai college.
Besides, during that time the café was full with our batch.
Everyone stare at each other and smile.
A mixture of feeling-sad and happy-

gonna miss each of them

:)

me+wiwi+soo yi

Sunday Out

I woke up
Thankful am still alive and can breathe.
Staring at my aunties and I said
“Good morning”
Both of them just smile.
Preparing myself and ready for breakfast.
Breakfast…
Whole meal bread with butter and cheese…nyummy
And I drank a cup of coffee.

I put on my sneakers and ready to go.
As we walked to the station,
We were laughing and joking.
My music starts to play as I walked into the LRT.
I felt glad spending my weekend with them.

We window shop and walked as long as we can.
And my tummy said
“I need something!!”
And I know my tummy asked for food.
Look for the nearest restaurant
We end up at coffee club.

Enough…
Alhamdulillah…am full.
Thank you ALLAH ..
Continue our journey at the mall.
Stop at the haircut saloon,
And she asked for hair cut and treatment.
And she said YES.
That’s my little auntie.


while my lil auntie cutting her hair,
We spent our time at parkson.
Looking for new pans
But I don’t feel like buying.
But she does.
She bought new pans for working.
That’s ocu ida.
Particular bout her office wears.

It’s 4pm..
And its tea time, that’s what my mind said.
Stop at king’s bakery,
Feel like eating croissant and drinking Swedish berries.
Glad coffee bean brew’s for today was Swedish berries.
We seat there and enjoying our drinks.
While drinking, there’s Chinese songs played.
Not bad.
Am not good in mandarin but I can understand few words.

As we moved on, the Chinese songs still played.
While she’s looking for belt,
I stand in the middle of the crowd looking for the guy who sang that song.
He was there but not performed yet.
And I moved out from the crowd.
using escalator and go to the next level.
Continue looking forward to listen to his real voice in live.
And gosh!!
It was same as the recording.

And ocu ida said
“Nice voice”
And I answered her “yeah.. I like it”
I used her mobile
And directly connect to soo yi.
Trying to ask who was is abin (his nickname)
And she said “sorry I don’t know him”
I was like “ok, thanks”

At first,
I thought I can just download his song.
But I saw the booth selling vcd.
And we going so crazy and asking for the vcd.
Everyone stare at me.
I was like “why ???”
It just because am muslim n wearing tudung
Hahaha…
And surprisingly my auntie bought for me the vcd.
Alhamdullilla…

And this is my first time buying Chinese artist vcd.
His name was fang jiong bin
album tittle: 好人?! Abin (huai ren)
I do love his song.

Somehow, this is not the important
It just,
Never judge book by its cover.
For me, doesn’t mean you are not Chinese you can’t listen to their song,
Somehow we have to give a space and explore everything.
When you explore then you can feel the beauty in it.

THANKS to my aunties.
In this age I still can ask things from them.
How grateful am I.
Day by day, age change but my love for them will remain till my last breath.

p/s : lini, how I wish you were here..
I’ll let you read my new novel and listen to his song once we meet.