Sweet 17teen

Another Bday girl!

not to late i guess..

still in november...and don't even a week passed..

DEAR aLONG ani,

MY lOVELY auntie!

Selamat Hari Lahir Along ANi!

❤ u!

sweet 17teen...never get older or younger...

...maintained..

may ALLAH bless you and be with u Always!

Thanks for being with me and the rest as we growing..

Nothing precious than knowing You ❤ US.

Am praying every second of living for u!

hopefully u get the best one!

thanks again for the advices and the nag

caused without that i don't think i'm good and strong as today.

I just can't Count by Money How much should I pay u.

cause i do OWE u A lot..

mORE than enough!

May Allah bless u ! forever and always.

Great seeing u Happy.

Remember i do LOVE n Miss U!

❤ always,

Masliha Tiwol.

Nusajaya,Johor Darul Takzim

Peluru Saya!

Terima Kasih wahai peluru2 saya!

tembakan kali ini TEPAT okay!

saya Sayang Kamu!

bait2 lirik yg kamu kasi memang BEST okay!

Lagu kasih kamu mengalir dalam nadi saya!

Sayang kamu kekal dlm ingatan saya!

Terima Kasih Atas semua Semangat!!!

semestinya Saya rindu Kamu!

Sentiasa!

"kawan saya kata: apapun yg terjadi ku kan selalu ada utkmu,jgnla kau bersedih cause everything gonna be okay"

"kawan saya kata: get it out of your system A.S.A.P and live ur day like it never happened k"

"remember: don't be afraid, just be strong!, don't u give up keep ur chin up and be happy!"

It's Your DAY!

Nothing Precious than knowing You!

Selamat Hari Lahir!

My dear Norlini Jamain!

knowing you as my great friend was the Best Present From Allah!

Having you with me completed my life.

You just like an apple in my Pie...(aku cuma kurang cheese

dlm makaroni..hehe)

and i do Need ur advice and ur words in certain circumstances!

Nothing priceless then having u as my GOOD FRIENDS.

my Families Love u too..

always =)

no matter how hard its life am still happy knowing you still around!

thanks sis!

my secret safely kept in you!

and no one understand me as much as u did!

no matter how long how frequent i stay or be with them..

no one did like u!

and it makes me miss u more!

tHanks for sharing and be with me either for GOOD or BAD one..

Even though we seldom meet up nowdays, i noe u Miss me *perasan*

hahaha..cause i do the same!

i miss you!

everything, our gossip,jokes, bedtime story,our weekend activities and our moment at Nilai 2!

am praying till my last breath

no matter how difficult or complicated its life, you will have the strength to face it and keep smiling!!

all the best my friend!

*baru i perasan..lama sdh kita enda ambik gambar bersama >.<'''*

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special Message to Mr afzan!

u better look after my best friend or else ..

i'll pray every second to Allah that u'll get the pay later on-bad one okay-

but still not that cruel =)

I know that she LOVE u so much!

so U better appreciate it!

Love you my friend! forever and always!

My SPICES!

as we continue living,

we do need some one to hold our

hands and be with us.

families is the best supporter ever in life.

but friends will be the next!

I Need them as MY SPICES!

nahh...

this one-lt side:-...my lovely niesa will be always said this" aku penat la mas...ngantuk"

will be her routine conversation to me before go TO zZZZZZZzzz..

and another one...

my WEN-wEN...

ALWAYS n ITS A MUST she will be saying this

" wat should we have fo dinner later?"

hahaha...

owhhh...Funny Mates!!!

Raya Escape! September Ends!

well, it might be late to post those pictures..

just lazy to update it..(^_^)..i need time......

September ends and it's October now!

i went home!

spending most of the time with my lovely families!

ouch LIFE IS AWESOME

here some pictures i attached together.

Eid Mubarak everyone!

they Are My Herbs in my Soup =)

Thank You Allah ..

SHE SAID SO!

my younger sister ever say this:

I like to walk when rain BECAUSE

with that nobody know that I'm crying...

She Just 12 years old, YET,
she do understand how hard is life and adapting herself with her current situation....
and am HAPPY with this..Deep inside my heart i feel relieved...
and I LOVE HER!-for sure!!-

mY Future Baby =) Holga 135BC

It’s been ages I didn’t update my blog.

While everyone busy to master the DSLR

i do like it but somehow,

the only thing that captured my eyes at this moment is

LOMOGRAPHY…

CURRENTLY am in LOVE with HOLGA135 BC…

well, am planning to get one for me..

And hopefully by next month I’ll get it!

Amin

Holga 135BC

Kodak Ultramax 400 135-36 (FRESH)

Film Type: Color Negative

Film Size: 35mm

ISO: 400

Exposures: 36

Use: For color pictures. Very versatile film, can be used in most environment, cloudy, sunny or flash!

Kodak Professional 400 TMAX Black and White Negative 135-36 (FRESH)

Film Type: Black and White Negative
Film Size: 35mm
ISO: 400
Exposures: 36
Use: For black and white pictures. Feeling retro? Try black and white…

—–

Kodak Professional Ektar 100 135-36 (FRESH)

Film Type: Color Negative

Film Size: 35mm
ISO: 100
Exposures: 36
Use: Looking for vivid colors? This is the film for you!

My Darlings

To be honest am stress up with my workload and people around me..

But somehow, when seeing my duty roster

There’s nothing can make me happy ...other than knowing the time is come...

It's My LEAVE!!!

I’ll be home soon.

To my dearest families,

I’ll be home this month.

Am missing those kiddo J

My life complete knowing that each of them missing me so much!

I can hugs and kiss each of them.

Because everyone will be home this April!

Life is great when seeing your love one in front of you.

Thank You Allah for giving me an opportunity to be love and be missing by others.

How wonderful it is.

Here i attached some faces~~it's my sisters, brothers and cousins.~

Bila rindu tengok gambar pun jadi laaaa~~~

Another heroes in my life

baju merah: baby erra yg sgt comel!

si noni dgn kucing kelabu!

si liza with her new camera!

MEREKA tgh Bosan...

owh...iddin, ayeen and baby erra~~

~darlings~

HOnestly..

Saya Rindu Mereka...

aisyy....besar sdh semua...

dan saya tahu mereka pasti menghitung hari utk berjumpa saya..

yahooo...

Lagi 6 hari utk Bekerja!!!

Lalalalalalala....

New Born....life is great!

here we are..

there's so many unexpected things happen in our life..

either happy or sad..

Recently my cousin just gave birth and

the greatest part was she delivered at the place where i work.

it's time for everyone to serve to my own relative.

felt great when everyone serve the best!

THANKS A LOT GUYS :)

it was totally unplanned.

met her in shocked face

seeing her lying on the bed for delivery.

accompany by her husband..

not forgotten my aunt was there too :D

and now am presenting the new baby in town...

for sure the new princess in our life :D

TADAAAAA..

Jade Khaliesha Bt Muhammad Akashah.

Sleeping Beauty..

feel comfortable in her own way...

no crying unless hungry..

really nice to hug...

still...

sleeping beauty...

congrats to my cousin n husband for the new born :D

not forgotten the aunties, uncles and grandparents too

get well soon!

take care of this princess she's too fragile.

p/s: currently ocu mazni(aunt) are counting her day for delivery...

hopefully everything will be fine :)

MEREKA KATA KAMI ::GAY?::

ini KAMI :)

weekend di cameron..sangat SERONOK...

ohh..

OH GOSH!!!

we R not gay ok??

kami cuma berkasih sayang...

KAMI memang begini :)

mereka silap bila kata KAMI begitu...

mereka mungkin CEMBURU..

tetapi tidak mengapa...

kerana KAMI tau...kami BUKAN begitu..

dan KAMI cuma SAYANG MENYAYANG.

hehe...

bedtime storyteller

Lini was my first roommate N when she left, qistina was in.
After one and a half year spending time together, am so thankful having her as my roommate.
She’s so kind and generous.
I knew that she will start missing me the moment I move out.
Yes she did miss me and same goes to me.
A roommate is the one you share your night and your bedtime stories. A story that will never ends and continue bring into your dreams.
When you really appreciate it you will feel the lose of it.

dear qistina,
wish u all the best! have a great day in Nilai.
keep working,
with god willing see you in august!
do take care!

Outing

Alhamdulillah. Am so glad! At last I met up with my high school friends before fly back to KL.
I guess almost every year we met up :)
I was so happy seeing those faces. ~i miss them~
It’s kind of hard for us to meet up and having lunch together.
Everyone is busy with their own routine.

We went for lunch and play bowling.
Although we have a short time together but it was an enjoyable and great.
How I wish I still have time to talk and jokes with them.

Lini: wish u all the best! It’s time to crack your head. Have fun at Mastech!
Aini: thanks for the keychain and wish u all the best in practical.
Mimi: Welcome to Shah Alam, enjoys your day and study smart!
Nana: don’t be too naughty!
Diyana: stay focus!
Asma: look after mimi at shah alam k!
Lianne, Siti, and farhana : no more holiday! Campus life started!
Alia and eeka: stay cute and wait for us at kk!
Baizura: your career just starting, wish u all the best!

With God willing we still can hang out and meet up next time.

Sunday Out

I woke up
Thankful am still alive and can breathe.
Staring at my aunties and I said
“Good morning”
Both of them just smile.
Preparing myself and ready for breakfast.
Breakfast…
Whole meal bread with butter and cheese…nyummy
And I drank a cup of coffee.

I put on my sneakers and ready to go.
As we walked to the station,
We were laughing and joking.
My music starts to play as I walked into the LRT.
I felt glad spending my weekend with them.

We window shop and walked as long as we can.
And my tummy said
“I need something!!”
And I know my tummy asked for food.
Look for the nearest restaurant
We end up at coffee club.

Enough…
Alhamdulillah…am full.
Thank you ALLAH ..
Continue our journey at the mall.
Stop at the haircut saloon,
And she asked for hair cut and treatment.
And she said YES.
That’s my little auntie.


while my lil auntie cutting her hair,
We spent our time at parkson.
Looking for new pans
But I don’t feel like buying.
But she does.
She bought new pans for working.
That’s ocu ida.
Particular bout her office wears.

It’s 4pm..
And its tea time, that’s what my mind said.
Stop at king’s bakery,
Feel like eating croissant and drinking Swedish berries.
Glad coffee bean brew’s for today was Swedish berries.
We seat there and enjoying our drinks.
While drinking, there’s Chinese songs played.
Not bad.
Am not good in mandarin but I can understand few words.

As we moved on, the Chinese songs still played.
While she’s looking for belt,
I stand in the middle of the crowd looking for the guy who sang that song.
He was there but not performed yet.
And I moved out from the crowd.
using escalator and go to the next level.
Continue looking forward to listen to his real voice in live.
And gosh!!
It was same as the recording.

And ocu ida said
“Nice voice”
And I answered her “yeah.. I like it”
I used her mobile
And directly connect to soo yi.
Trying to ask who was is abin (his nickname)
And she said “sorry I don’t know him”
I was like “ok, thanks”

At first,
I thought I can just download his song.
But I saw the booth selling vcd.
And we going so crazy and asking for the vcd.
Everyone stare at me.
I was like “why ???”
It just because am muslim n wearing tudung
Hahaha…
And surprisingly my auntie bought for me the vcd.
Alhamdullilla…

And this is my first time buying Chinese artist vcd.
His name was fang jiong bin
album tittle: 好人?! Abin (huai ren)
I do love his song.

Somehow, this is not the important
It just,
Never judge book by its cover.
For me, doesn’t mean you are not Chinese you can’t listen to their song,
Somehow we have to give a space and explore everything.
When you explore then you can feel the beauty in it.

THANKS to my aunties.
In this age I still can ask things from them.
How grateful am I.
Day by day, age change but my love for them will remain till my last breath.

p/s : lini, how I wish you were here..
I’ll let you read my new novel and listen to his song once we meet.

Things change

When I flashed back,
I saw you preparing breakfast,
And moms were not around,
And I said “I love your breakfast”
And you just smile and look at me.

I still remember when I turn thirteen
I do said “I don’t like my school”
And u said “leave or stay”
You hug me and said “don’t worry it will be okay”
You gave me the light to light on my way.
And now proudly to said “I love my high school”

You treat me like a princess when am not well,
And moms said “you are his princess”
I love when I fall to sick because I know you were there.
Even when am healthy you were there.
Listen to me and always on my side.

I have an excellent father.
His strength makes me stronger,
His words make me realize how big world is.
A man who teach my brother to read,
Inside and outside he was good.
He did what he supposes too.
I grew up like the other girls,
I don’t have castle like a princess but I do have pretty house.
Where I have my own space,
And am pretty sure I am happy with it.

When turn eighteen,
Everything change,
I don’t know who I want to talk too.
I know you always there listen to me,
I just need to stay stronger.
And you thought me to do that and be confident in life
I will never forget..
i will never ever forget
and will always stick on my head.
You thought me;
“ALLAH will always there to help”
“Family will be there when u pissed off”
“Friends will be there when u plays”
And daddy said
“There’s no reason for you to be scared and sad when you are alone”

my little love

18th january 09

::8.06pm::

my phone rang...

who was dat?

Click…
I just talked to my cousin, baby erra.
Glad to hear from her.
Even though I heard the back-up voices

but am happy to receive her phone call.
How I miss those days playing and teasing her.
This little girl gave new experience to me and my families.
She makes us smile and laugh every single minute.

A little girl who doesn’t even know how hard is life.
The only thing in mind is fun and enjoy.

Her confident make her to become braver.
Her minds make her to become imaginative.
Her power makes her to become a queen.
She’s the queen of the house.
Without her everyone will feel lonely same as a castle without a queen.

another princess in my life


Thanks to my auntie and uncle cause letting her 2 make a call.
Love u guys.

She Just Lost her CAT...

10th of December.08

that’s the date that will be remembered by my cousin,sharleen
Well she just lost her cat; bobby (death),

so sad *sigh*
According to her the cat was sick for this few days.
Besides, seldomly see around the house.

Only came to get the meal.
As easy as ABC my uncle said“just get a new cat”
Yeah rit…

get a new cat, but for sure she gonna miss her cat.
It’s his time my dear.

Don’t be sad because of that.

Last photo with her cat.

Look at his eyes, can see something wrong with him

*enda comel sudah*

Parasite In her minds

Yaiiii…

most of us don’t even know what is parasite and how it looks like.
Looks unique and pretty but indeed it brings infection to human being.

A parasite lives in a close relationship with another organism, its host, and causes it harm. The parasite is dependent on its host for its life functions.

Cyclospora cayetanensis

Naegleria fowleri

Entamoeba coli

Huhu.. That is just a part of protozoa.
Still have another group of parasites such as nematode, athropods and others.
Lini…Lini…

still have more to memorize and understand.
Easy for her to pronounce and memorize the entire parasites name.
Well, it’s good for her since that is one of the subjects.
Lini’s is having her final semester exam,

so, I was helping her through out the revision.
Listen to the entire parasites name and the lab diagnosis including the life cycle.
Wow…lots of thing to memorize.
To be honest she’s good in memorizing parasites name but not well in memorizing the diseases. That’s a fact..*I guess u admit that lini*

Lucky I have the view of the parasites and the diseases,
so am not so shocked when listen to the weird names.

Sounds like Italian words.

*memang words dr greek kalau enda silap*

While doing the revision,

we still have time to chit-chat a.k.a gossiping.
As usual lini’s continue with her reading and me too.
I start to revise all the subject that been learn for this 2 years and it’s a lot.

Since this is her final semester and last revision with me.
I’m going to miss this. (Revision+laughing+eating+gossiping.)

Hey buddy, wish u all the best.

*picture taken;2007*

AIDILADHA Part 1

Yahoo.. "selamat hari raya aidil adha"the first thing i said to myself that morning.
alhamdulillah another chance of living and breathing.
Thank you ALLAH.
Glad to be alive.

That morning my cousins wake me up with her phone call.
At first I thought my aunty calling me, but when I hear the voice…
Nahhh…my cousin’s voice.
As usual our conversation start with greeting and saying “selamat hari raya aidiladha”
I got the chance to talk with them, including my sister.
So, good to hear their voices, damn miss all of them.
How I wish I be there too.

I still remember when my cousin, erra says
“am wearing purple baju kurung, how bout u?"
Haha…
I just laugh and answer her
“Sure you look cute on your baju kurung, I will let u see my picture k”

“Have you taken your breakfast? What do you have for it? Crackers ?”
“Not yet, besides, our café not open yet, and I’ll have bread with milo”
“Pity on you, we just finish our breakfast”

That’s what my cousin, yumi said.
I wish to be there and having breakfast with them.

When I talk to my younger sister, this is what she asked:
“How’s your raya?”
“wawa…I’ll celebrate with lini, and for sure both of us will be having good time”
“hahaha.. Good time?2 orang ja?”

Well, thanks guys cause calling me. Haha..
I knew it!!
you guys going to call me that morning.
Miss me right? Haha :P

Oh ya… thanks for those who sending me text and comment at fs.
Mimi, can’t wait for the next raya, so I can eat your kelupis.

Matchmaker

Haha..
To be honest I am thankful because having good friends with me.

~ameen,thank u ALLAH~
Yeah rite…
Good friends’ a.k.a matchmaker.
Don’t even talk bout my families.
Lini, my matchmaker at nilai working together with my families

AND

not forgotten her partner in crime Afzan.
Mimi, my matchmaker at kk working alone without partner
My other friends (I guess u guys know who u r)
My sis,Noni:: OMG!! She also included..::damn::..
Well, it’s not a good idea to let others know who is my matchmaker

BUT

this people really work hard (don’t know when they will stop)

*sigh*

And with one mission
“We want the best for you”
Wawa..i do appreciate it.
I still can make friends with them right? Haha*laughing*
Thanks guys! *touch*
No worries I’ll let u guys know when it’s time…
Just pray the best for me.~ameen~

a part of my soul with them-friends-

I do need them. No matter how good I am, I still need them to stand next to me.
I wish I can meet all my old friends.
Kindergarten is the best moment to make new friends and is the best phase to enjoy.
Well, you know… during that time, we don’t really think who is our friend and most of them were good to us.
But when we getting older we know how to choose and decide who is our friend, don’t you?

"A friend is a character of u". that’s what my dad use to say. You can make friend to anyone that you want to, but remember make friend because of ALLAH and sure he will bless you along the way. At first I don’t understand but when getting older I understood his message.
Macam pepatah arab “berkawan dengan pembuat besi, kenala percikan api, berkawan dengan penjual minyak wangi dapatla haruman”.
(lebih kurang macam tu la bunyinya, enda taula kalau silap+maaf)


During primary school, I do enjoy myself.
St. Agnes my beloved school.
I learn to be more mature and make more friends with different gender.
Thanks to my parents cause allow me to have fun and supporting me.

left; sue,mariam,atul,farah,kelly,dilla

wif chemistry teacher,mdm chung fui han

masa high school pula di SMP,Likas. Disitula aku belajar untuk mengenal jati diri.
Memperkukuhkan jati diri muslimah dalam diri. Belajar untuk lebih bersyukur dan menikmati keindahan allah dengan penuh kesyukuran.
Meeting new friends and together we build new relationship.
At there, I learn how to build my own confident and learn to be a leader. Handle few events with my other classmates, learning together, been punished together under the hot sunny day. Well everything is a history and good memories to all of us. I do miss that moment.
To be honest, I love all my friends.
Nikmat kasih sayang sesama saudara yang ALLAH kurniakan hendakla kita turuti dalam mencari keredhaannya.


Tidak sempurna iman seseorang kamu sehinggalah ia mencintai dirinya.
(Riwayat Ahmad, At-Tirmizi dan AI-Hakim)

during SPM revision class

wif my buddies +lecterur;mdm gnanes

And now am glad that I meet new friends here.
Great to be same class with them and they complete my study environment here.
Having jokes and laugh at each other were the happiest thing I have with them.
I do enjoying hang out with them although we seldom watch movie or shop together. But, at least we went out before right?
I’ll miss them one day.(Trust me!!)

I’ll miss to walk to the class and I’ll miss to walk to the class and I’ll miss to tease them and listen to their jokes and story.

:::soo yi+me+grace:::

Let’s put our hands together and pray for our success and may god bless us along the way and lead us to have bright future.
Ameen.

P/s: I post it before...unfortunately I didn’t realize it was deleted by me.So, I re-post it.